Part Four Disclaimer and other info in Prologue XXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX The Thirteen Days Of Christmas- December 27: St. John the Evangelist's Day Scully stood in the slow moving elevator, holding the cardboard box tightly in her arms. Finally, after what seemed a long while the elevator doors opened and she stepped out of it. She walked over to the apartment door and finding herself unable to get a hand free, kicked at it. Soon Mulder pulled the door open and Scully brushed past him, quickly setting the box down on the coffee table. "Whatcha got there?" Mulder asked. Scully shrugged as she sat down on the couch. "I don't know. My mom gave it to me on Christmas, she said she'd been cleaning out the attic and she wanted me to have it. I put it in the car but I'd totally forgotten about it until today." Mulder sat down next to her as she pried open the cardboard box. On top of the box was an old photo album. She pulled the album out and carefully opened it. "Oh, God no," she moaned at the sight of the first page, and slammed the album shut again. "What's in there?" Mulder asked, his curiosity peaked. "Nothing!" Scully yelped, a little too quickly and loudly to seem like there was nothing there. "Scully," Mulder said, getting an evil and mischievous glint in his eye. "No, Mulder," she said, clutching the album to her chest and backing away towards the opposite end of the couch. Mulder's grin grew wider as he slowly inched toward her. Suddenly he leapt at her in a half tackle, making Scully scream. Her screams quickly turned to laughter as Mulder began to tickle her sides. "Stop it!" she laughed, but Mulder didn't let up and within seconds he was able to snatch the album away from her. "Give me that!" she cried as Mulder quickly turned away from her and opened the album. His face broke into a grin as he saw the first page of baby pictures. "Now who could this be?" he smirked. Scully grabbed a pillow off of the couch and whacked him on the back of the head with it. "God, this is so embarrassing," she sighed. "Why?" Mulder said. "I've seen you in less than that diaper, so what's the problem?" That comment got him another hit with the pillow. She sat up behind him and rested her chin on his shoulder. "C'mon, Scully, you were a very cute baby, you have nothing to be embarrassed about." She wrapped her arms around his waist. "I don't care it's still something I thought would never see the light of day ever again." "They're just pictures of a baby Scully wrapped up in a blanket, there's nothing bad about that," Mulder said. "Give it a few pages," Scully warned. "Then you'll reach the pictures of me covered in chocolate pudding or whatever else I was eating, and the ones of Bill and Missy deciding to splash me with watercolor paint--" "And the inevitable naked baby pictures," Mulder cut her off, grinning and looking down at another page. Scully growled and reached past him to flip the pages. A few pages she stopped. "You can continue looking here." "Any other interesting pictures coming up?" Mulder asked with a smile on his face. "Not what you consider interesting. The rest is just a bunch of family pictures, some of me with my soccer team, little things like that," she said. The next hour was spent looking through the rest of the photo album with Scully tossing in various stories to go along with each picture, and Mulder interjecting his own comments. When they were finished Scully was leaning back against the arm of the couch and Mulder was leaning on top of her, his back to her front in a sort of spooning position. "See, that wasn't so bad, now was it?" Mulder said. "I guess not," Scully reluctantly agreed. "But next time you visit your mother you promise you will get some old pictures of yourself, right?" she said. Mulder winced, but that was the only way he got Scully to let him see all of the pictures, making that deal like that. "Yeah, yeah, I will." His own baby pictures were far from spectactular, he thought he looked way too goofy. Scully leaned down to whisper in his ear. "Because if you don't, I will hunt them down myself and have the Gunmen publish them all over the Internet, and one of those pictures will mysteriously find itself in A.D. Skinner's e-mailbox," she said calmly, but with a mixture of mischief in her voice that let him know she wasn't kidding. "I promise. The next time I go up there I'll get my old pictures and you can look your heart out at them," Mulder quickly agreed. "Good," Scully smiled. "Let's see what else is in the box," she said. Mulder grasped the box and shifted it onto the floor, giving him easier reach into it. The next thing he pulled out was a pile of a soft lemon yellow color. He handed it up to her. "Now this I recognize," she smiled. "My grandmother knitted it for me while my mom was pregnant. After I was born she personalized it." She held a corner of it in front of Mulder's face. On there in pink embroidery floss was the words 'Dana Katherine 2-23-64'. "Do you think your mom would ever do anything like that?" Mulder asked musingly. He felt her shrug under his back. "I don't know, Mom was never one for spending time on crafts," Scully said. She sighed and ran her hands down his arms. "I just..." "What?" Mulder questioned softly, angling his head back to get a better look at her. "It's just...well, I wonder how my mother's going to reach when I tell her about Rhiannon. I know that we're not going to be able to keep her a secret forever, and someday we're going to have to face her. I keep wondering what she'll do. I know she'll be angry, but what'll happen after that? Will she practically ban me from the family? Will she accept Rhiannon or totally disown her, pretend she doesn't even exist? And I know Mom won't take well the facts that one, we're not married, hell, she doesn't even know we've been a couple for almost three years, and two, we had Rhiannon through a surrogate. My mom's not overly religious, but there are some things I don't think she'll take. And I don't want to introduce our daughter to a family that's not going to love her." Mulder sighed and took her hands in his. He carefully chose his words before he spoke. "I think...that after that December your mom understands how much you wanted a child, and that you had one in the only way possible, and she'll see how much you love your daughter, and she'll know that it's right. About the marriage thing...I honestly don't know what to do. I want to marry you someday, you know that, but we can't until it's all over. But when it is over, we'll get married and then we'll introduce Rhiannon to her together." Scully leaned forward and pressed her lips to his forehead. "You're right, we'll do this together." They laid there in comfortable silence for the next few minutes, the only sound breaking it the sound of their relaxed breathing. Scully began to speak again. "Do you want to tell your mom the same way?" she asked. Mulder exhaled sharply. "I'm not sure I want to tell her." "Why?" "You remember when I was in the hospital this past fall. My mom signed me out of there and basically gave Ol' Smokey permission to do whatever he wanted with me. I don't want to take a chance of that happening to Rhiannon. Y'know, in ten years I want to be in a park somewhere playing ball with my daughter, not watching her get entered into some government experimentation program." Scully sighed and wrapped her arms around his shoulders. Mulder leaned his own head back to rest it against her shoulder. He turned his head slightly and pressed his forehead and nose against her neck. "I know," she whispered. "We'll keep her safe." Mulder closed his eyes and burrowed his face into Scully's neck. "There is one person I'd like to tell," he said. "My grandmother, she would be ecstatic, I know." "She's still alive?" Scully asked. "Mm-hmm. Remember I told you that her father was the one who reached a hundred before he died? She figures she's got at least a good five years left, her words, not mine," Mulder said. "Yeah, she sounds like a good person," Scully said. "She is. She did more for me than my parents ever did, and I guess I'd like to show her that something turned out good for me. That all her work wasn't just a waste of time," he said. "Mulder, you were never a waste of time," Scully grinned. Mulder moved his head back a little and looked up at her with a look of amusement on his face. She leaned down and quickly kissed him, then pulled back with a bright smile on her face. "Mulder, could you bring Rhiannon over here?" she asked. "I just feel like holding her." "No problem." He got up off the couch and went over to the playpen, where Rhiannon was once again sleeping, getting into a napping pattern. He carefully picked her up, trying not to wake her. Luckily the little girl stayed fast asleep as he brought her over to Scully. Scully took the little girl and cradled her in her arms. Mulder slid in behind Scully this time and wrapped his arms around both of them. "This is right," Scully whispered. "It's right." She reached over onto the coffee table for the Christmas book, taking comfort in her tradition. Mulder kissed the top of her head as she opened the book and began to read quietly so as not to wake Rhiannon. 'On Evangelist's Day, the Bishop blessed the Gospels in the marketplace, and then they were carried in procession round the town. The Kitsons, however, slept late and missed the ceremony. It was ten o'clock before Prudence woke up. She slid out of bed, being careful not to wake Annaple; pulled on her wrapper and slippers; and made her way softly downstairs. The hall windows were open, and she could hear the choirboys chanting in Latin as they turned into Lee Street. They were singing the first chapter of St. John's Gospel. She opened the door and went out on the bridge to watch. The procession was just passing the house: She saw the great book with its scarlet silk marker and wide, decorated margins, and the candles burning in their tall sticks, and the small silver bell that chimed steadily on a single clear note. Her uncles were pacing along behind the choir. She waved to them cheerfully. Behind them came the bishop, then the mayor who never missed anything, then a straggling crowd of children. Prudence watched them pass, and then went down to the kitchen, made up the fire, and hung the kettle on its great iron hook. She was hunting for Annaple's caraway cakes, which were gritty and overcooked but better than nothing, when there was a ring at the door. She went upstairs again, yawning, and found Francis's third-day presents waiting on the bridge...' XXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX End of Part Four-December 27: St. John The Evangelist's Day