Title: The Thirteen Days Of Christmas Author: Elizabeth L. Iacono Rating: PG Category: Story, Romance Keywords: Mulder/Scully Romance Spoilers: Memento Mori, Emily, The End, Fight the Future, How The Ghosts Stole Christmas, Sixth Extinction, Amor Fati Summary: On the day of Emily's funeral, Scully makes a life-changing decision. Two years later, we see the result of her decision as it affects her and Mulder. Archive: wherever, Gossamer and Spookys Site especially, anyone aside from those two just tell me where's it's going. Feedback: will be gratefully accepted at RhiaRamsay@aol.com Disclaimer: Mulder and Scully are not mine, did you really think they were? I own Rhiannon Snow, and book 'The Thirteen Days Of Christmas' was written by Jenny Overton. The Thirteen Days of Christmas Elizabeth L. Iacono Prologue January 6, 1998 Dana Scully stood over Emily's coffin with a look of indescribable sadness on her face. She'd hoped that even with the biotechnology company's rush to clean up everything they would at least be able to leave her little girl's body behind for a proper burial. But they were thorough, and Emily's body was replaced with sandbags. She reached down into the casket and sifted through the sand, swirling the grains around with her fingers until she found what she was looking for. She pulled the small gold cross out of the sand and held it up, the edges catching the light as it twisted and turned. She stood there for what seemed like hours, her mind going over the events of the past few days. In that time she had come to an important decision. Fox Mulder walked up silently behind her and placed his hands on her shoulders. He had known this would happen, even though for once he didn't want to believe. These people were too good to let something like this slip through their fingers. He looked down at Scully, practically frozen there with the chain of her cross tangled up in her fingers. Mulder reached over and carefully untangled it from her fingers, watching her hand drop to rest on the lip of the coffin. He opened the clasp, slid the chain around her neck and fastened it back together. He replaced his hands on her shoulders and pressed his face against the top of her head. "I am so sorry," he whispered, knowing that while Emily was a miracle not meant to be, Scully was still aching from the loss of her. Scully sighed and felt her body sag, the energy fading away. Mulder's hands slid down her arms and wrapped around her waist, giving her the support she needed. She took a deep breath and released it with a shuddering sigh. She'd made her decision and now was the time to tell Mulder about it. He was the one who made it all possible. "Mulder?" she said softly. His hands tightened on her waist and his head moved so that he could speak directly into her ear. "Yeah?" he whispered. "I'd like to try it," she said, rubbing his hands with hers. XXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX The 'it' in question was something they had talked about the night after Emily died, but it had its roots in their own relationship, the decidedly non-professional and non-platonic one. After Scully's cancer went into remission the past spring, both of them had come to the conclusion that time was far too precious to waste and they would enjoy the rest of their time together. The only hitch was that the relationship had to stay secret from everyone. But that didn't bother them, they had each other, as cheesy as it sounds. Soon after the discovery of Emily, Scully confessed to Mulder that she was infertile. And right after that Mulder confessed that she wasn't quite as infertile as she thought. What had happened was this: after telling Scully to stop the cancer treatment Dr. Scanlon was giving her, Mulder returned to the Lombard Clinic, where the Kurts were busy packing up to move to another location, hopefully more secret than their latest one. The Kurts had a little present for Mulder before they left. The rest of Scully's ova that were in their possession were still viable, and they presented that to him "just in case". Right now the ova were stored at a fertility clinic well checked over by the Gunmen although they didn't quite know what for. Naturally, Scully was mad at first because Mulder had kept this from her, but in the end she was grateful. New options were opening up to her. Which led her to where she was now, standing in front of her dead daughter's coffin making a major decision in her life. XXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX "I'd like to try it," Scully said, rubbing his hands with hers. Mulder's grip tightened reflexively on her waist. "Are you sure?" he asked, wondering how well she had thought out this idea or if it was just a product of her grief. Scully nodded. "Yeah. I mean, I know I won't be able to carry a baby if we do it right now, not with the way work is at the moment, it would raise too many questions and I can't leave you now. But I checked at the clinic and they have an excellent surrogate mother program. I would love to carry my own child, and I know that right now is not the time for it that way, but I still want this," she said. The next question Mulder was almost positive about the answer, but he asked anyway to comfort his own mind. "What about a father?" She snorted lightly, the closest she'd come to a laugh in days. "Mulder, you know who's going to fill that position. This isn't going to be just my child, it's going to be our child." "Why do I feel like it's time to propose then?" Mulder asked, resting his chin on her head. "I wish you could," Scully sighed. "That would be attracting way too much attention though. But," she sighed again "all a marriage certificate is is a piece of paper. I'm going to call the clinic as soon as we get back to D.C." "I'll be right there with you then," Mulder said. XXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX Once they got home the calls were made and the arrangements finalized. The surrogate mother was chosen and checked over thoroughly through various F.B.I. databases. They didn't want to take the chance of the surrogate absconding with their baby. It was rare, but it had happened, and Mulder and Scully wanted to avoid that. At the end of January the in vitro process was performed and a month later the pregnancy was confirmed. Then Mulder and Scully came up with their own plans. With the death of Mulder's father he's come into a good amount of money, which up until then had spent most of the time sitting in a bank account. Now though, he had a more important reason to use it. They rented an apartment in an old fashioned building in a small Chesepeake Bay town a little ways out of D.C. It was a nice place, on the fifth floor (the highest in the building) and the master bedroom had a wonderful view of the water, something that really endeared to Scully. This was where the child would be raised. They were going to try and keep the baby away from their known residences, where there was a greater chance of getting found out. The next thing they did was to hire a nanny (put through another series of vigorous background checks). As much as they hated to leave their child with someone else, they knew it was necessary because their work schedules were not very child accommodating at all. In the meanwhile life went on around them, a hectic time involving the return of old 'friends', fires, and a little side trip to Antarctica. But while Mulder and Scully's professional life was on the rocks, their personal life was on a turn for the better. That September 21st, soon after that Antarctica fiasco the baby was born. It was a little girl, with wispy red hair and Scully's blue eyes, although Scully was positive she had Mulder's lips (which, all in all was not a bad thing). Mulder turned the job of naming the baby over to Scully, and she gave her the name of Rhiannon Snow, Rhiannon after Melissa's favorite myth, and Snow after something Mulder had said Samantha loved. Throughout the whole thing no one ever found out. As much as Mrs. Scully would love to have another grandchild, for this child's protection she couldn't know. Added to this list was the rest of Scully's family (although that may have been a good thing in Bill's case), Mrs. Mulder, Skinner, The Lone Gunmen, and pretty much everyone else. They figured when the whole thing came out sometime in the future a lot of people would be mad at them for not being told, but at the moment Mulder and Scully's biggest concern was their daughter. Rhiannon had a positive effect on Mulder and Scully. Aside from one little spat that February, their partnership, in both definitions, was stronger than ever. Through everything that happened, each was what the other needed to help them, to either ground them in reality or help them to take leaps of faith. And at home with Rhiannon, even though they sometimes had fights which could blast the paint off the walls (they never could stay mad at the other for too long though), they were happy. Before they knew it, time passed. Rhiannon turned one year old, and Christmas and the anniversary of Emily were soon approaching. For the past few years, Christmas for Scully had been spattered with sad memories and events. This year though was going to be different. The sad memories would be there, yes, but they would now be replaced by new and wonderful memories and traditions. She now had a wonderful lover and a beautiful daughter to share the holiday with. Scully walked over to a bookcase that was in the apartment and trailed her finger along the titles there, looking for the thin book with the baby blue dustcover. It was a tradition that she'd made for herself over the years, ever since she'd gotten the book in 1972. She had always planned that when she had children of her own she would share the tradition with them too. She glanced over at the small calendar on the desk near the bookcase, and smiled when she saw the date, today's date of December 24th, marked off with a 'X' that she had put there. Her finger snagged on a piece of paper, and when she turned her attention back to the bookshelf she saw that it was the book she was looking for. Scully pulled the book off the shelf and ran a hand over the still glossy cover. She turned around to face the center of the living room, where Mulder and Rhiannon were playing on the floor, Rhiannon having a delightful time with scraps of wrapping paper and Mulder with a bright smile on his face rarely seen anywhere else. Scully smiled herself, knowing that for once, things were perfect. She looked down at the book once more, and knew that tonight would be the start of a new tradition they would keep for years. XXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX End of Prologue