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Todd works hard to recover physically. Everyone's concerned because he's trying too hard. He's hyper. He thinks that now all of his work in therapy is over. He expects to get back to his life with Tea and Starr and not have to look at the past anymore.

Sam feels awkward talking to Todd. He's ashamed of what he's done. He and everyone knows this is not the right time to confess all to Todd

Starr speaks on the phone with Tea and Todd

Blair goes to Club Indigo to get drunk

RJ takes Blair home with him

Todd and everyone get back to Llanview

Viki's dreams continue to haunt her

TnT grow even closer

CHAPTER 134

Todd balks at going back to the hospital

To everyone's surprise, Sam is the one who persuades Todd to go back into therapy

Starr insists Mel take her to Tea's hotel room

Starr refuses to talk to Blair. She does talk to Todd on the phone. Todd does not want Starr to hate her mother, yet he understands. He wants Starr to have a biological mother and a stepmother to love. TnT both know Starr will have emotional problems if she grows up hating Blair

Blair comes on to RJ. He won't take her up on it. He teaches her she shouldn't use sex for revenge or to solve all her problems.

Sam Vance shows up at the hospital and tells all

Sam witness a close moment between Viki and Clint. Feelings of jealousy overwhelm him

Miss Perkins comes out and voices her deep concerns about Timmy

Susannah tries to bring Timmy to the front so his depression and fears can be addressed

Viki contacts Lucy. She convinces Lucy to accept some financial help and offers to bring her to Llanview

Todd wants to know more about his alters and how many of them there are. Finding out how ill he is upsets Todd greatly

Tea helps Todd find his courage and faith

CHAPTER 135

Sam begins therapy

Blair and Asa are informed of Dorian's deeds

Dorian gets hell from everyone including Blair, Mel and Cassie. She fears prison

Jessica visits Todd for the first time

Todd tries to decide if he wants to see and/or hear his alters on tape

It's discovered that Scared and Braver no longer exist

Todd freaks out and feels responsible for what happened to them

Todd willingly meets with Pete

Todd and Tea have a date

Rodd sacrifices his own happiness to help Todd

CHAPTER 136

At Todd's request, Susannah videotapes the alters

Todd can't bring himself to look at the tape

Todd asks to see Kevin

Timmy comes out

James Porter contacts Dorian. He's dying. He decides to tell her the one secret he kept from her, that Irene is still alive

Dorian meets Porter. He makes her promise to pay for Irene's care before he tells her Irene is alive. She discovers Porter has been taking care of Irene all these years.

Dorian discovers Irene had to pretend to die or Ted Clayton would have killed her and Tina. Irene never got over giving Todd away. When she had to part with Tina too, she had a breakdown. Porter kept her in a small private hospital under an assumed name.

Tea brings Starr to visit Todd

Todd wants Tea and Starr to move into Llanfair

CHAPTER 137

Dorian visits Irene

Blair, Mel and Cassie refuse to help Dorian

Clint and Jessie return to Llanfair to recover

Sam moves out. He asks Viki to share an apartment near the hospital with him

Viki is torn. She doesn't want to hurt Sam. At the same time she wants to spend some time with Jessica. Between Jessica and Todd Viki doesn't believe she's giving Sam the time he needs. Sam sees the time Viki spends at Llanfair as time spent with Clint

Todd asks Blair to visit him. He convinces her to allow Starr to live at Viki's with Tea

Blair accepts RJ's invitation. They take a vacation in NYC

Rocky comes out. Susannah tries without success to help him cope when she has to tell him that Saber told the truth and Peter is really dead.

Dorian asks Nora to be her attorney

Susannah and Bill make love

Dorian is arrested

Dorian's loved ones turn their back on her

Dorian gets out on bail

Dorian swears revenge against Viki for turning everyone against her. She'll use Irene as her weapon to destroy Viki's relationship with Todd

Sam's trial begins

Knowing Blair is in New York, Starr asks Tea to take her to the PH to get some more of her things

While Starr is upstairs in her room packing, Tea hears a familiar voice outside the window

Tea is shocked to discover that Moose has come home

CHAPTER 138

Tea and Moose surprise Todd at the hospital

Once alone with Moose, Todd becomes emotional over being reunited with a beloved pet

Bill gets a lead on Michelle's family

Susannah fears the worst, should they be found

Bo and Nora seriously discuss having a baby

Todd, Tea, Starr, Moose . . . a family reunites

Todd helps Tom to believe Tea loves him and always will, no matter what.

Todd, Pete and Kevin have some fun. Todd forgot how good it is to have a male friendship with someone in his age group

Rachel moves in with Kevin. Nora has problems with that

Dorian makes arrangements to bring Irene to Llanview. She begins to make Irene believe that Viki is the enemy and will keep her from ever being a mother to or even seeing Todd.

Clint finds Mel at a bar, getting drunk. He's off the wagon again

Goodone meets with Susannah. He's not feeling well. She thinks he's becoming weaker as Todd's need for him lessens

Todd overhears and panics. He begs Goodone not to leave him

Goodone assures his son he will always be there for him

Todd tells Tea he doesn't want to integrate. He asks her if she can live with him and his alters

Viki is at the end of her rope. After Clint witnesses one of her nightmares and she screams at Jessica for little reason, she realizes she has to do something. Viki is finally ready for another session with Susannah. She wants to find out what her nightmares mean

Irene arrives in Llanview. Dorian hides her away with a private nurse to care for her

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Susannah brings fourteen-year-old Todd out

She helps him finally get some peace about the night Michelle died.

Carol and Goodone ask this Todd to live with them and the children they care for. He finally gets some love in his life

Irene wants to know about Todd and what his life is like. Dorian evades the issue for now

Viki tells Susannah about the dreams she has

Tea and Kevin help Timmy to trust again

Todd is able to feel the love Tea gives to Timmy. They discuss the part of Todd that feels what Timmy feels.

Todd and Tea kiss. For the first time Todd feels only good things about this intimacy

CHAPTER 140

Sam talks to his therapist about Lindsay and his kids with her

Sam's trial continues

Bo's testimony helps Sam

Lucy buys what she thinks of as respectable clothes and goes to Llanview. Before getting to Llanfair she bumps into Joey, who's returning to town after breaking up with Kelly. Joey is smitten.

Sam is found innocent due to temporary insanity

Bo and Nora celebrate privately

Viki becomes upset when she still can't be sexual with Sam.

Viki goes home to Llanfair for the night. Later she has her dream again. This time she wakes up screaming that Todd has been ripped out of her arms. Clint rushes in to Viki's bedroom to comfort her. Viki is shaken when Clint tells her what she screamed out

Tea overhears Todd confide his fears to Moose

When Tea tells Todd she heard him, Todd is able to talk to her. They reach a new closeness

Jimmy comes out. He remembers his time with Todd at the summerhouse and he remembers that he talked to Todd about their mother trying to see them one last time before she died. Jimmy finally allows first Todd and Miss Perkins and then Susannah to touch him and then hug him.

CHAPTER 141

Andy comes out. He is doing much better

Todd, Timmy and Andy share a session

Susannah helps Todd to understand that Tom needs some time with Tea too. He starts to realize what life will be like if he doesn't integrate. He'll always have to share his time. Susannah tells him it's his choice and only he can decide if he can live that way.

Pete confides his dreams of being free to Todd. Pete freaks out when Todd says he thinks the way it works is that Pete will always be a part of him. Susannah helps them come to an understanding

Susannah brings several alters out to have a session with Tea. Tea assures them she will always love them and want them with her and Todd if they become a part of Todd or if they stay separate.

With Tea by his side, Todd is finally able to view the videotape of his alters.

Lucy visits Todd. He's very happy to see her and talks her into accepting Viki's invitation to stay at Llanfair.

Irene escapes. She heads for Llanfair, believing Viki has Todd there.

Dorian freaks when she discovers Irene is missing

Clint is not too happy with Viki allowing Lucy to live in the house with Joey there. He sees Lucy and Joey are attracted to each other.

CHAPTER 142

Irene runs into Jessica at Llanfair

Irene becomes confused. Jessica has no idea who this woman asking about Todd is. She leaves Irene on the terrace while she calls Viki.

Dorian finds Irene and gets her out of there before Jessie returns

Susannah helps Thomas learn to cope with his anger and with his mother's desertion

Todd lets Susannah know his head is quieter these days. She tells him that she will soon begin to teach him how to control the alters so they will only come out at prearranged times

Susannah meets the Irene alter, the caretaker of the baby and Adam. Irene tells Susannah about another alter she cares for, Baby Girl

Todd connects with the baby and internalizes some of the love and nurturing the baby has gotten

Todd comforts Sam after Sam has a painful session

CHAPTER 143

Todd hears Lisa and Sara talk about what happened to them when Peter got them home from the summerhouse

Todd can't take it anymore. He's hearing the alters talk about the atrocities done to them more and more as the secrets they've all held inside become shared

Tea helps Todd find the strength to continue with therapy

Todd dares to think about the future as he and Tea make plans

Sam thinks he's losing Viki after he sees a moment of closeness between Viki and Clint

Todd helps Kevin make a decision about Rachel

Todd is able to tell Viki how much he loves her and how happy he is that she is his "mom."

Susannah helps prepare Todd for a date with Tea in the hospital cafeteria

CHAPTER 144

Blair and RJ return to Llanview

Blair wants to see Starr

Dorian promises to get Todd and Sam out of Viki's life if Asa keeps her out of prison

Dorian plots to find a way to get to see Todd

Joey and Lucy share their first date. Lucy fills Joey in on her life.

Blair sees Tea and Starr while they're on a shopping trip. She realizes Tea and Starr love each other like mother and daughter. She fears she's lost Starr forever

RJ helps Blair to learn that sometimes the way to keep someone is to let them go

Bill tells Susannah Michelle's family has been found

This news sends Todd's loved ones into a panic

Tea tells Viki and Sam she's going to make arrangements to get Todd, Starr and Moose out of the country, just in case

After a painful session, Brina comes out. Everyone is amazed at her musical talent. Susannah and everyone help both Brina and Angel find some peace

Dorian's visit with Todd triggers Adam to come out

CHAPTER 144

Bill and Susannah meet with Michelle's parents

Bill and Susannah convince Viki and Sam to risk everything by allowing Michelle's parents to hear the tape of Todd, young Todd and Pete reliving the night their daughter was murdered

Michelle's devastated parents don't want another child to suffer. They agree that Todd should not be punished in any way for what happened to Michelle. They do push Susannah to find out where their daughter is buried

Bo, Sam, Bill and Michelle's parents go to Chicago to meet with the DA

Tea and Viki tell Susannah about their plans to get Todd to Switzerland

After much convincing and some threats, the Chicago DA agrees not to press any charges against Todd.

Todd begins to have his old nightmares about the night of his fourteenth birthday again.

Susannah believes Todd is ready to begin facing that night

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