Not understanding, questions I be asking, life's demanding.
For me to give my soul, give my whole, all is hanging.
Feels like somebody's stabbing my heart, head is banging.
Right before my eyes I can't even see where my hand is.
Nerves being callused, just taking pain for granted.
Dreams being shattered, tell me what the hell just happened.
I can see the enemy hysterically laughing
Me feeling defeated, there's no hope in being happy.
Actually, then I turned around, and I found,
The Messiah standing higher, Jesus Christ never bounced.
Above the sky and clouds and on the earth and ground,
He speaks to my heart, with a spiritual mouth.
Then I ask How? God, tell it to me now.
The pain won't go away so I pray till I drown
In my tears, 'cuz I fear, He don't hear my shouts.
Should I be out? Nah, Here's what God is all about.
"Be still, -------------- , know My will, be patient.
You don't know it now, but I'm working in your presence.
Do you trust me when I say I'm teaching you a lesson?
Grow in the Lord. Get spiritually strengthened."
Thinking I'm at the end of my rope God showed
Me that there is hope. Things get better like Job.
I became stronger by weight lifting this load.
He clothed me with a robe of blessings, head to toe.
Jesus wants me back with a heart of worship
Gotta stop thinking about my problems, cuz it's selfish.
I should be giving a hundred percent of my service.
Now is my chance to show God that I love Him.
Up in the heavens you put up endless stars,
To brighten up the emptiness of space and so far,
You're the only one who ever put peace in my heart.
If I fail in life, eternity is where you are.
I aint gonna front, temptation's out to hunt me.
I'm the one it wants, cuz I'm a soldier of the Sovereignty.
I'mma get jumped by lust, blunts, jealousy,
Pride, hate, or anything, to quit the faith permenantly.
Evidently, there's nothing I can't do without Jesus.
If one can make a difference, I can too He'll manifest it.
Walking with Him daily is all that he requested.
Enduring world and sin, walk by faith. Life's a blessing.
From feeling suicidal, God brings me to revival.
The answers to it all are filed up in the Bible.
This soldier slash disciple kills survival for my rivals.
Against The Almighty Lord all contenders loose their titles.
like headaches loose to Tylenol or deer loose to rifles.
Like germs loose to Dial soap or dummies loose to finals,
Like Pyramids or Eiffel even bigger things are trifle.
So might as well, praise Him 'till, He comes, end of cypha.
