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REV_REV_REVELATIONS ARCHIVES

NOVEMBER 28, 2005


confession/secret : I want to find that girl that sees me for who i am



confession/secret : one time, i let my friend stick a jabba the hut action figure (mind you, it had a condom on its tail, for lubricant and protection) up my anus.



confession/secret : a few years ago, i had a few porn magazines, and i didnt want them anymore, so i put them in the Centennial Golf Course Mailbox.



confession/secret : sometimes, when im going to the bathroom, i like to keep the door open and secretly hope someone comes in and sees me peeing



confession/secret : i like to suicide squeeze.



confession/secret : I think I may be in love with someone I was never close to, and probably never will be.



confession/secret : I just want things to be the way they were before she left me.



confession/secret : as a guy, i wish my friend would see me as more, like i wish shed be my girlfriend. sucks being without someone so perfect



confession/secret : i day dream...A LOT



confession/secret : I wish a guy would kiss my hand, cheek or forehead with sincerity and gentleness on a first date when he walks me to the door. I think then Id know he admires and respects me.



confession/secret : i was part of a wobbly H.. do the math



confession/secret : The sound of somebody chewing gum turns me on.



confession/secret : i steal staples from my roomate



confession/secret : I like sex a lot more when the other person is cheating on someone



confession/secret : i usedto be anorexic now i justhave anorexic tendencies



confession/secret : Sometimes when I look in the mirror I feel disgusted



confession/secret : the only boy who will give me love is fat and cross-eyed...he also happens to be my cat.



confession/secret : When I was younger I wanted to marry my dad.



confession/secret : before i go to sleep, i usually pretend that a cute boy is snuggling next to me. and when i do that, i go to sleep with a little smile on my face.



confession/secret : i love my cat more than i love my grandma.



confession/secret : Ill crush on a guy and once he starts to like me Ill lose interest in him.



confession/secret : i want to tell everyone im gay, but im too afraid of the consequences.



confession/secret : im scared that one day ill end up in a hospital for the mentally ill.....and that ill like it there.



confession/secret : im in love with him. and he couldnt care less about me. he doesnt know that i once cut myself thinking that. fuck, im so alone.



confession/secret : my first boyfriend say i wasnt good enough for him. the next said i was too good for him. i cant win.



confession/secret : I lead boys on because it makes me feel better about myself.



confession/secret : I think that if it really came down to the line my best friends would leave me to die instead of sacrifice themselves.



confession/secret : im scared to know that the one person i truly want to be with, might not want to be with me.



confession/secret : i blame stupid things, like getting super glue permanently on a table, or spilling soda on the carpet, on dead people or things, like my mom, or the dog.



confession/secret : i fear i will never lose my virginity and that no one will fall in love with me.



confession/secret : When Im drunk, I tell my close guy friends that I am actually in love with them. I know what Im saying when I tell them, by the next day I deny it and tell them I dont remember a thing. I really just no longer want to be alone.



confession/secret : i think i like my bestfriends exboyfriend... and hes also one of my bestfriends!



confession/secret : when i was little, i thought i was a jedi. i tried to use the force to bring a glass of milk to me across the room.



confession/secret : I have attempted suicide and almost succeeded twice. Only my dad knows. And he now treats me like shit.



confession/secret : I have a crush on my roomate.



confession/secret : I fantasize about how much money I will inheri when my dad dies and when my grandpa dies.



confession/secret : I sleep with my friends boyfriends. I slept with my gay friends boyfriend twice. And two of my straight girlfriends boyfriends also. There was no alcohol involved and they came onto me. But I let it happen which sucks.



confession/secret : i have given my virginity away, and im glad i was able too, now he knows how much i love him



confession/secret : I feel like everything will end before I ever get a chance to begin something great.



confession/secret : he still wants me..and i know it. he couldve had me back..but he didnt want me then. now that he does, i throw the fact that he cant have me in his face every chance i get to..and i love it. [but not as much as I STILL LOVE HIM]



confession/secret : I dont know what my future is...



confession/secret : i think i have an eating disorder. i eat too much.



confession/secret : i think im pregnaunt



confession/secret : i hate when my mom compares me to my brother. then again, i always compare myself to my brother. so i cant really hate it.



confession/secret : I act like a hard ass so that no one knows that I actually cry myself to sleep when Im alone.



confession/secret : I always pee in myshower in the mornings



confession/secret : even though its been 4 years since my sisters suicide attempt, i still wonder what my life would be like if she succeeded.



confession/secret : I pretend to be mad at my mom for what she did to me but in reality I understand that im just like her.



confession/secret : my dad never hugged me and he still doesnt.



confession/secret : I lost my virginity to a guy that I met only once. Luckily, he had a small penis.









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