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REV_REV_REVELATIONS ARCHIVES

DECEMBER 1, 2005


confession/secret : at christmas time when i was about five, i would stand out in my front yard and pretend i was an robot elf lawn decoration. i was strange.



confession/secret : I think I might kill myself soon



confession/secret : i pretend to be happy around my family because its fucked up enough as it is without people having to worry about me.



confession/secret : sex, sex, sex, sex, sex, sex, sex. :) Girls want it too.



confession/secret : I wish I could go to Hogwarts!



confession/secret : I think about her all the time and i know that shes moved on. And if I were to tell her that i love her she wont beleive it. I played her once and she wont ever forgive me for that.



confession/secret : I would never tell her or anyone but i still think about her everyday



confession/secret : I love him so much. And he doesnt even know.



confession/secret : i may not have been in love with him, but i definitely loved him...i still do in fact.



confession/secret : Ive given up on being in a relationship for love, I just want to marry for the money and the security now.



confession/secret : my roomate just brought me some chocolate. and i really really dont want to eat it. awkward.



confession/secret : When Im bored I suck on spoons.



confession/secret : im super tall; yet serectly i wish i were taller.



confession/secret : i wouldnt see myself where i am in life five years ago.



confession/secret : i peed 10 times tonight... and counting.



confession/secret : while i was growing up, my dad had a beer belly. i honestly thought he was pregnant until i was five or six.



confession/secret : I excercise to feel pain, letting me know im changing into what i want and away from what i was



confession/secret : I daydream about being an epic hero from a book/movie/video game



confession/secret : I lie just to make my life seem interesting when really most of my life is dull and boring



confession/secret : i am a leaf peeper. :/



confession/secret : seasons greetings. :)



confession/secret : everytime i masturbate, i smile. during the masturbation session.. one time, i thought of the mississippi river while i was masturbating..



confession/secret : i made a hole in my little brothers hulk hands so i could masturbate to playboys in the bathroom or the closet. i like to hear it say HULK SMASH.



confession/secret : At night when I go to sleep I sometimes convince myself that my grandma has died, that way i have an excuse to cry.



confession/secret : my dad still dreams of vietnam and im afraid he is going to wake up, think im a vietcong, and kill me.



confession/secret : i hate everything they did to me



confession/secret : im still in love with him



confession/secret : I fucked my best friend while he was dateing his girlfriend. now I cant even forgive myself.



confession/secret : I love being high and drunk much more then being sober.



confession/secret : i havent eaten in 4 days...and i dont want to ever again.



confession/secret : I want to get in a relationship that reminds me of Eternal Sunshine for the Spotless Mind, but before they hated each other and erased each other from their brains.



confession/secret : Im thinking of going on an extreme diet. I dont need to lose weight, Im just sad.



confession/secret : i fall in love with strangers.



confession/secret : i was so drunk from the night before that this morning when i woke up i almost walked around my apartment, that is shared with three other people, naked.



confession/secret : I tend to sleep naked because of my pajamas strangling me when I try to get to sleep.



confession/secret : People see me as being happy, well kept, and totally fine, when really I am so lost that I frequently break down and cry for no reason.



confession/secret : i have no idea what im going to do for the rest of my life.



confession/secret : i really honestly think that i have no life. all i do is drink and smoke.



confession/secret : I think ive found the woman i want to spend the rest of life with



confession/secret : one time while my friend was asleep i masturbated and wiped off on his pillow right next to his face. when he woke up he had crust all over his face and i told him he was drooling.



confession/secret : when i was younger i used to think girls got boners.



confession/secret : sometimes when i go into public restrooms, i pee on my hand on purpose, and then i walk around and shake peoples hands..



confession/secret : All I wish in life is for me to be happy and in love



confession/secret : on a dare, i once had to have sex with a jar of peanut butter. skippy, to be precise.



confession/secret : im too scared to date because of the scars on my stomach from multiple operations.



confession/secret : sometimes i wish i were a lesbian, that way i have an excuse as to why guys dont ask me out.



confession/secret : Im infatuated with a guy who likes me.. but for whatever reason I cant show how I really feel and act uninterested.



confession/secret : I am in love and my family doesnt like it... i am not theirs to control anymore. I am on my own... with the love of my life



confession/secret : i like laying in the grass looking at clouds or stars



confession/secret : my stomach hurts..









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