| Pain & Suffering |
| Inside I hide the way I feel Behind a fake smile and laugh; Nothing I show is ever real, No one knows my tourtured life. Suffering Pain, no gain is life: What I go through every day. Deep wounds and scars left by the knife, But death will not come. Stay alive to feel more pain; Death will not come to end it all. Suffering with hurt and shame For the innocence I've lost. There was never time To act like a child; Innocence was never mine; It was taken away too soon. Love was something unknown To my empty, lonely heart; Caring was never shown, Nothing I did ever mattered. No one ever tried To make me feel wanted; No matter how hard I cried, My problems were never that bad. Something else always needed done; My needs were never important, Like I was just someone That could keep waiting till later. I'm still here waiting for you To keep all your empty promises And no matter what I do, I remain invisible forever. Pain and suffering fills my life, But it means nothing to anyone. No matter how much strife, You have something more important. |