IN my life so many bad things have gone wrong. So many people hate me, people are after and so much other shit. People have hurt me and I have hurt people back. I don't want to hurt people back, the people i mostly hurt back are my friends and i'm really sorry for that. I just don't understand why the people who i hurt are the ones who mean the most to me. I just don't understand why i do it and i'm sorry.
People have played with my head, embarassed me and made a fool out of me, but it is my fault to be foolish enough to think that anyone would ever like me. The safest place i feel is in my room in the dark in my corner, away from the world wich hates me and wich despises me so much. The other place i feel safe is when i'm out skating it calms me down and it takes me and it block out the world for a brief time and all my problems dissapear.
All i wish is that i could be a different person someone, anyone who is not me, i wish i was a different person or not here in this life then it would be alot easier for me and for my friends...............i'm sorry i am a problem in everyones life............... |
