An urge calls from inside me
A voice whispers in my mind
A calling that will never let me be
An instinct that puts me at a bind
with life.
"Your directives:
You must succeed.
You must try you best at it all.
You must become the ultimate form of yourself.
You must self-actualize.
Oberserve. Learn. Adapt. Control. Conquer.
Ready or not, fate will catch up to you."
Is this insanity?
Is this vanity?
Do I have a higher purpose?
Or meglomania?
I have multiple spirits inside of me.
Why?
I have a mind that is not structually human.
Why?
I have a component that demands I pursue my destiny.
Why?
I am so unique it isn't funny.
Why?
I am way above average intelligence.
Why?
My past has a large variety of experiences.
Why?
What am I being prepared for? What have I been designed for?
Dear god tell me my purpose. Give me a sign. So that I may understand my ultimate destiny. Rather than following ambiguous hints and instincts; I could work towards my destiny.
The call never ends.
But a call to what?
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