Where to begin?
I created this site for many reasons. As an outlet for my emotions... To develop a lyrical ability... to name a few. The time is four A.M. I just visisted with my best friend that I will not see again for a long time. I went to her "going away" party and then a "late night get togather" with her and mutual friends. After this I came home and began crafting this site. I have been wanting to make this site for awhile but have never got to it. I am starting this now because I realize I will not have her daily support in my life any longer and I must vent my emotions in a postive way.
As of writing this I am 18 years old. I am finsihing highschool. I usually hang out with an older crowd. I enjoy gaming, hanging out, partying, and sometimes chasing a high (any high) and then enjoying it once I find it. I find my world rich and interesting. My past. My experiences. The people I know.
I was born in 1985. My upbringing was rather unpleasant. Early childhood was difficult. I was very different compared to most of the children. My father always tried to get me to be normal. Never have and never will be. My family moved around the United States frequently. I had a "new start" on average of every 3-5 years. Eventually we settled down in the town of Galesburg, IL.
In 1998 my parents divorced. I left with my dad to Roseville, IL. He ruled me with an Iron Fist. He verbally abused me frequently. Sick of this I returned to Galesburg to live with my mother in 2003.
Now we are to present of this writing. I have left many details out to retain my anonymitity.
Update 12/06/05:
My best ex-friend Tania turned out to be a backstabbing bitch. She got my fiancee fucked up on a bunch of shit, forced her to cheat on my and then tried to get her to break up with me. She also screwed me over on an apartment. Man, davenport was a story in itself. Basically I have come to a realization... Drugs ruined my life for the past 2 years. Now I'm working my way out of it.
Dead Journal (no longer current):
http://www.deadjournal.com/users/mindinsurgent
Myspace:
http://www.myspace.com/thrace455
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