What was once great
is now self hate.
Despair is now all I create
My pain I cannot alleviate.
Innocence gone...
Sweet blissful ignorance of the evil in this world no more...
It all started with the hanged whore
She introduced me to the abuse of the herb of the earth
She showed me a glimmer of love
Then took it away
and gave me her hate.
Then came the deceiver
Oh yeah she made me a believer
in the chemicals.
You control them, they didn't control you.. she taught...
At first she posed as a friend...
but in the end
she was the betrayer of trust.
But I did not know this yet.
Then I found the shiner.
She gave me the gift of unconditional love.
I gave her the curse of the chemicals.
I gave her the curse of the vein.
I showed her the maw of hell.
I took her innocence.
But she stuck with me
even after the deceiver betrayed me and her.
They deceiver controlled the shiner with the chemicals
Made the shiner unfaithful to me.
Almost made the shiner be done with me.
I cast the deceiver into the void of the unforgiven...
out of my life never to return again.
The shiner stayed with me.
She is the only point of light in this darkness.
Together the shiner and I awakened...
Cast the chemicals out of our lives...
But alas the herb makes us want the chemicals...
We cast the herb out too.
At least the dark times have ended...
or have they?
The pain still remains.
I was more than this
I was at least content
Now all I feel is the kiss...
of Death.
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