It feels like you've dropped out of reality
It feels like you're isolated from everything
Like everyone else has moved on and your stuck in what has been...
You see people form your past living successful happy lives
They've moved on and become greater.
And you've become what?
...
Your are in some ways a shell of your former self.
In other ways you are twisted by regret and by the Forge.
Your mistakes may have fucked you over...
For now or eternity...
You are the hanged man.
You enjoyed the chemical of the modern age.
You enjoyed it's rush of energy and thought
Even better you enjoyed the dopamine rage.
But you never thought of the bad that always seems to balance the good
A the door locks shut you realize now it's a cage...
with dopamine welds and newly formed bars of failure
...if only you had understood.
Now you're fucked with nowhere to go
What you couldn't be taught
You now know
Is it to late?
Can you pick up the pieces?
Or it all for naught
Maybe you've just been fucked by fate.
The Forge of Pain has took it's toll...
Emptiness... nothingness...
Now you're the big emotional black hole
blankness... nullness...
You feel your soul
emptying into
... oblivion.
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