| pure random poems |
| Honesty is what i see when i gaze into your eyes If i look close enough will i see your soul? i wanna feel safe in your arms will your eyes keep me safe or do they lie? Oct.7, 2002 |
| Relief is what i get when i write down my thoughts Expressions of myself on the notepad No one to talk to something to say hello mister paper goodbye thoughts relief. Oct. 8, 2002 |
| Sometimes i wish i could go back back when things were so simple no tears were shed, happiness was all we ever knew but those days are gone memories are what we have left why is my life so complicated will it please be my turn to be happy when will the heartache end? what am i doing wrong? sometimes i wish i could be done done with everything completely but i'm stuck in this shallow world of nothing, about to break it off i cant stand this empty space all i really need is to be free oct 10, 2002 |
| life changes you knew it would suddenly your life is totally diffrent you wake up one day and its gone the life you once had has dissappeared reality sets in and now your the Adult i dont think i wanna be the Adult right now Oct 12, 2002 |
| blank stare on her face brain is on overdrive overthinking? she holds back tears tears of pain? sadness? heartache? secrets she only knows only for her weary eyes troubled glance she wipes a single tear for the corner of her nose ::sniffs: stupid me stupid life Nov 3, 2002 |
| bitter on everything bitter from one bitter forever too bitter to see a good thing bitter until the end then what? who wants to be bitter missing out on something great missing out on me are you still bitter? or scared to love again? afraid of being hurt? June 21, 2001 |
| have you ever been caught in a moment lost in the season of your life do you ever try and remember the way things were years before where will you be when your finally happy and your life turned out the way you wanted it too will you know it or are you lost in the moment will you ever live your life just for today? Dec 23, 2002 |
| Confusion thoughts of stupidity and fear of rejection consume me feeling unworthy, unwanted and and unlikely candidate run through my mind i'm so confused mentally and emotionally broken down too scared to ask how you really feek too embarassed to admit any of my feelings Jan 12, 2003 |