yet again i was all wrong
you didnt care about me
i should have known it allalong
sometimes i wish i could tell you
let you know exactly how i feel
you fill me with so much sadness
its unberrable to deal
why cant i be happy
why does it feel so sad
i know that you'll never love me
so why does it feel so bad
i often think about you
and what it would have been
if you had chose to love me
would we have made it too the end
but now i stand here lonely
wishing you were mine
i should have known better
but i didnt see the signs
Rebecca Hontz
February 1999
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