Loss of Innocence
I remember a day when I was the bad boy,
When you were still innocent, still pure
When your soul was untouched, still pure
But now you�ve become a different animal
Drinking alone on a Monday night,
Drowning out your fake sorrows,
Numbing your made up pain,
And I can�t help feeling a tinge of pity
Do you remember the time you shattered my heart?
I remember a time when I was head over heels for you,
When I though that you were a thing of beauty,
But my pristine image of you has rotten away,
I hold no respect for you, no love anymore
Your insincere apologies, your lack of tact,
Just festered an already growing anger,
Tension growing in a volatile relationship,
And you left me all alone out in the cold
Do you remember the time you shattered my heart?
And years later Ill remember a time,
When you came running to me for comfort,
And I spurned you, drove you away,
Because it still hurt, because I still bled
And you will come running back to me,
Looking for your lost innocence,
And comfort where you�ll find none,
But you are a closed chapter in my life
Where have your wings gone angel?
They�ve fallen to ashes, unused for so long,
Where has your halo gone angel?
You threw it away, like you did to my heart
So God, tell me now, can you see
The loss of innocence, she threw it away,
I wont run to comfort her because I still hurt
Does that make me a horrible person too?