FAULT
Things never seem to change
It always seems to be me
The finger is always pointing
The fault is plain to see
I知 the one who always starts
The trouble to be had
Someone does something wrong
I知 the one who痴 bad
Always feeling guilty
For the wrong that I have done
I look to find the one I love
And see that she has gone
Once more the walls go up
Darkness invades the light
Regret and shame they blind me
Take away my sight
The past it overtakes me
It stabs an aching heart
I try to repair the damage
But don稚 know where to start
The tears begin to fall
My soul cries out in pain
Wanting something so badly
But fucked it up again
I sit in silence once again
Trapped inside this lonely place
Hiding behind my written words
Afraid to show my face
Afraid to see that finger pointing
Afraid of what I値l see
For that finger pointing
Now belongs to me
It floats there in the darkness
It haunts me night and day
It reminds me that I caused this
And will never go away
Forever a part of history
Part of you and me
I知 very lost and so afraid
That we値l no longer be
Not knowing what to do
I hide behind the fear
Wanting us so badly
Wanting to feel you near
I値l find a way to tell you
Of what is in my heart
As soon as I can find a way
To make the fear depart
I知 sorry that I hurt you
I wish I could take it all away
I will carry the guilt of it
Until my dying day
The damage has been done
I don稚 know what to say
Please tell me that you forgive me
Please tell me that you値l stay
RJC