I alwaes have this feeling that I'm short-lived and tt there are things i wanna let those pple who care for me most to know how i feel abt them... wan them to know tt they are alwaes remembered deep deep in me :D to me god-siblings are important... pple might not understand that if it wasnt for them.. i wouldnt be who i am now... life was tough.... this was written to thank them.. not tt im dying soon.. -.-

TaMmy

My longest sista i ever made... knew each other since p1...tts many yrs liao.. she's my sis tt i practically grew up with... she alwaes showers her jie jie love to me :D my life time sista :D one sista tt dun have to meet up but deep inside she's alwaes dere kinda pattern... we played together all the time... i so remember those red ants... hundreds of them lol.. and ya.. u pushed me to that tree -.- lol getting too excited over catching-game... i so remembered u were stunned and didnt know what to do when im covered all over by red huge ants... and they are bitting me :X till now i had this scar by my ear... the ants bit me till it bled and ever since then its a wound i have to care... so remember those times we sat at that double-decker bed and eat on tibits.... dirtied the bed too.. how my brother use to force me to leave u thinking u had caused a bad influence to me.. so many little barriers we overcome... and in sec sch .. relationship problems was shared hehe... i should have listen to you when u told me not to cycle during p6... and now i have 2 scars for life... you r the onli one who had seen me grow up from a young kid to the present i.. and till now... im still the same old little ger, little mei mei in ur presence.... love ya lots...

Knew this sis when i entered sec 1... coz of my operation.. i had to wear a support (to aid in my receovery) to school everydae.... people kinda give me those looks that im alien or sum sort.. life was tough... but she was there... there to show a hand to me and be my fren... never once leave me in a lurch and let me suffer alone... she was there... been there for me.... for 4 yrs in sec sch... be it rain or shine... we cry together luff together.. missed those sec sch times... even when we spilt classes during sec 3 we wrote letters and call each other to update our life hehe.... those were the times... things changed after sec 5.... you trasferred school.... we were drifted.... wae too much and we both knew it.. but the sistahood is strong.. thus we nv seperated.. was heart ache seeing u in pain after ur leg operation.. due to ur family strictness... u r struggling with love life as well as going out with frens... u r a strong ger... though we seldom see each other... u will NEVER be forgotten... now tt u r working.. our lives are even more different.... but i will still love ya lots.. take care and may u be filled with ur own happiness in the future... U WERE GREAT :D

Got to know u well onli during sec 5 -.-"' my lost... shared troubles with you when im totally lost during tt yr... things was not going well for me.. in fact it was hell... though you usually share Christ we me... i cant seem to fully believe in HIM even though u convinced me alittle... but u didnt left me even those countless rejection to ur church.. one great SIS i had... u encourage me to live on... gave me hope and light to life... taught me indirectly to get up on my own... and tt HE will alwaes be there... made postcards for me, showered me with love... ur postcard saved my life countless times... its still with me... i treasured it a lot... though a few words but i can felt ur true feelings in it... THANKS a LOT for being there... god i miss ya so much.... *huggies*

Knew u since p5.. it was magic sia... click with ya so well almost immediate.. another sis tt i grew up with... remembered those swimming lessons... we would go underwater and waved to each other lol... cute.. was even closer like glue, chewing gum when sec 1 :D shared problems, love, joy, troubles to you... a small sized but gd jie.. tough ger i admit.. be strong for ya family.. wat can i sae.. too much thingy to write.. for you... i believe u also know what i wanna sae to you... dun have to write much... been thru too much to be written down.. and it will go on and on... promises are meant to be kept... so we muz go shopping for our kids together next time :D thanks for being there... really dunno how to thank u enuff... in our hearts its jie bai sis liao... take care...

One of my god bro i really have to thank... i used to hate him at first.. seriously getting all childish when we go out... lame action and stuff... slowly get to know u better... u r a great fren... and even more amazing bro.. someone who i know will alwaes be there... i was touched *seriously* the moments u r with me in my worst part of my life when things are going haywire.. wae too much for me to handle... u taught me to see things in a wae i didnt know... thanks for being there... remembered i was all depressed totally out of control of my life... thinking it was ruined forever and i never be able to get up on my feet... wanted to commit suicide so badly that it hurts... u lectured me... i so remembered tt nite at the playground.. u burnt ur own hand with that cigarette.. it pain me too... i knew u did tt to kinda wake me up... in ur guidance i was nutured back to health (in terms of heart matters) the onli thing im angry with you all the time was u like to cut urself.. and i have to scold u everytime i see it... i was hurt tt time when u sae u r gonna hack care everyone and stuff i actually teared after i left u tt dae... but then daes later u told me u were toking nonsense at tt time.. its then did i realise u are a brother i cant lose... though now in poly we were kinda drifted apart... in terms tt we cant meet tt often... U R ALWAES IN MY HEART... thanks for being there... love ya...

Antonio

he didnt be my bro till this yr... but has alwaes been a close fren... close till like super glue.. he was there for me when i was in sec 2 when im having trouble with my bgr... a gd talker and listener... remembered how close we were in sec sch till so many pple mistaken us as a couple... matured thinking fellow... too much incident to be written down... but i really thank you for those encouragement words u saed to me in boat quay... when i fall back to the deep hole of sadness.... and also thanks once again when i actually tripped back to the hole after months of trying to get out.. with juz a few sentences u cleared my destroyed path to a smooth sailing one... really thank you for taking real gd care of me.. feel very protected like a small princess in ur presence... felt real doted by you... LOVE YA my dearest dao-ni~~ one guy i made for life time pal... *no nid to run liao.. even my mum likes u* lol

DanNy

close buddy been my di since sec 2... alwaes ganna bullied by me and wun even scold me de lol.... close and fun pal to hang out with hehe... till sec 3 haha i avoided u for like a yr... u shuld know the reason... so cold blooded... dun wanna be my di juz to reach ur target haha... aniwae we were back on siblings term when u thought things thru hehe... :D naggy but gd bro.. dote on me a lot too.. :D i sae i wan this he wun sae he wan that... lol... alwaes give in to me... pampered by you too :D jia you wor....

A close bro specially sec 5.. been a great bro.. though very violent.. knows when to be serious and when to be noti hehe... overall he's a great bro... take care of my jie well ah bo i box u ar....

KoK hAN

too much to write in here.... since sec 1 we knew each other and been my bro ever since... first bro i made in sec sch.. same as clarice.. u didnt despite me in sec 1 :D great listener all the time...really too much to type lol... but a HUGE THANKS TO YOU!!! alwaes cheer me up with tt dimpled-face smile of urs... :D funny guy to hang out with too... take care ehz...

BloG HomE