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What's life like as a masquerade?
it's been trying to impress
a train of thought a blank expression
it's been trying to impress
what's life like in a masquerade ball?
I might as well tie my own knots
I'll use these ridgid strings
high above you, your ground
watch me fall through the floorboards
crush my skull against the headboard
I might as well tie my own knots
tie the knots
there's not a shread of hope within us
there's not a shread of hope to believe in
some people have lost one or two dreams
I have misplaced most of mine
you can't look in my eyes when I hold you this way
the light shining in has appeared to have cleared my head
we both stared, arm in arm, eyes black, we both stared
and we both mouth the words
we both mouth the words
our cold, fragile lips, we both mouth the words
Kablam! You put a gun in these hands!
Kablam! You blew a hole in my head!
Kablam! You took a knife to these eyes!
Kablam! You put a slug in my head!
your knock sounded like a call to arms
I looked at you without seeing me
and it seemed like for the first time you were calling my name
ever since then I jumped right out of bed
whenever someone whispered your name
it hurt to hear that because
lately I have been thinking about how I care about you so
oh yeah remember how you gave me that rose
it's like receiving a valentine
erasing your name and putting down mine
it made me laugh because it reminded me
of how no one ever loved Charlie Brown
the shuffle of your steps
left me remnants of your prescence
the noise has numbed my senses
to the point where I don't even acknowledge it anymore
it's the sound of the most positive thing in my life, my whole life
i wish you had the common courtesy do not break my heart
I thought you had the common decency to not break my heart
this is the time of realization
the acceptance that everyone is cold hearted
I like to think better of myself
but I turn my back everyday
and my eyes and ears are shut every year
still afraid, ought to be, get in the game
I'm still amazed of what I cannot do
I'm shocked that I can still even be surprised
I'm too far away even when I'm right next to her
do you know what it's like to live
take me home take me to the promised land
hold my hand and never let it go
come on and be a pal and do it for the sake of my heart
every single thing about you
is the missing piece to the puzzle
if I looked away
would it still be there when I got back?
well I'm sorry I tried my apologies I tried
old love never truely disapates
it only blinds and deafens you
and when you least expect it to
it's coming back
I glued the walls and pasted up photographs
of a happier life
one without vacant tunnels filled with misery
filled up
this is the year that I realize
no matter what I'll always be the same
afraid, distant, alone, away, dead
before it's too late
I hope I remember to forget
every single thing about you
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