Aimlessly
<BGSOUND src="#" loop-infinite> Aimlessly I wander Through my days of now No future left to speak of The past a painful wound. No job, no friends, no family All bring the memories back I'm trying so hard to forget her Try, but I can't. In my life of horrors The only escape is sleep. Even there my nightmares follow Haunting me, with her. The only thing that matters The only one I had left Is gone, forever a memory Too hurtful to remember. I'm afraid to remember. What if I can't stop? What if the pain kills me By my own hand, the only way? I'm numb, and I like it For if the pain comes back I try to crawl out of my body And bring the unknowing back. Even now as the tears come The weight upon my chest I slam up my walls. Keep it out, for sanity. I can't let myself remember, Or think on this too hard My life passes in a blur Time is just a word. The only defense I have left To forget, and not to feel Will keep me alive until she comes home And brings me to the end of my aimless path. ~Written February 12, 2003~ ~All By Myself~ Recorded by Celine Dion When I was young I never needed anyone And makin� love was just for fun Those days are gone Livin� alone I think of all the friends I�ve known But when I dial the telephone Nobody�s home All by myself Don�t wanna be, all by myself anymore All by myself Don�t wanna live, all by myself anymore Hard to be sure Some times I feel so insecure And love so distant and obscure Remains the cure All by myself Don�t wanna be, all by myself anymore All by myself Don�t wanna live, all by myself anymore Back
No job, no friends, no family All bring the memories back I'm trying so hard to forget her Try, but I can't.
In my life of horrors The only escape is sleep. Even there my nightmares follow Haunting me, with her.
The only thing that matters The only one I had left Is gone, forever a memory Too hurtful to remember.
I'm afraid to remember. What if I can't stop? What if the pain kills me By my own hand, the only way?
I'm numb, and I like it For if the pain comes back I try to crawl out of my body And bring the unknowing back.
Even now as the tears come The weight upon my chest I slam up my walls. Keep it out, for sanity.
I can't let myself remember, Or think on this too hard My life passes in a blur Time is just a word.
The only defense I have left To forget, and not to feel Will keep me alive until she comes home And brings me to the end of my aimless path.
~Written February 12, 2003~ ~All By Myself~ Recorded by Celine Dion When I was young I never needed anyone And makin� love was just for fun Those days are gone Livin� alone I think of all the friends I�ve known But when I dial the telephone Nobody�s home All by myself Don�t wanna be, all by myself anymore All by myself Don�t wanna live, all by myself anymore Hard to be sure Some times I feel so insecure And love so distant and obscure Remains the cure All by myself Don�t wanna be, all by myself anymore All by myself Don�t wanna live, all by myself anymore Back
~Written February 12, 2003~
~All By Myself~ Recorded by Celine Dion
When I was young I never needed anyone And makin� love was just for fun Those days are gone Livin� alone I think of all the friends I�ve known But when I dial the telephone Nobody�s home All by myself Don�t wanna be, all by myself anymore All by myself Don�t wanna live, all by myself anymore Hard to be sure Some times I feel so insecure And love so distant and obscure Remains the cure All by myself Don�t wanna be, all by myself anymore All by myself Don�t wanna live, all by myself anymore Back
Livin� alone I think of all the friends I�ve known But when I dial the telephone Nobody�s home
All by myself Don�t wanna be, all by myself anymore All by myself Don�t wanna live, all by myself anymore
Hard to be sure Some times I feel so insecure And love so distant and obscure Remains the cure
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