Author's Note: ***WARNING***: Contains explicit sexual content, may not be suitible for person's under the age of 18.
Remus gently laid her atop the disheveled covers, for a moment paralyzed with uncertainty. Raya saw the apprehension in his eyes, but this time it was she who was determined not to back down. Like he had told her earlier, if tonight was all they had, why not take things as far as they could?
With her mind set, Raya sat up enough to pull her gown over her head, her eyes never leaving Remus� face. Remus studied her body appreciatively and began to caress her soft skin, pushing her back on the bed as he trailed kisses down her neck. Raya fumbled with the buttons of his nightshirt impatiently until she was able to slip the constricting material down off his shoulders and to the floor. Her hands roamed his body, reveling in the heat of his skin and as his lips claimed one of her breasts, she dug her nails lightly into his back with a small gasp. Everywhere he planted a kiss, her skin felt electrified and the burning to desire to make love to him grew stronger every second.
Remus shivered in pleasure as she explored his arms, chest, neck and shoulders. Her hands were soft and gentle, luxurious in their study of his body. A pulsing throb radiated in his groin and he knew he needed to take her soon. He let his hands gently slide down her lithe body until they came to the satin material of her underwear. With one last look in her eyes for reassurance, Remus tugged them down and tossed them aside. The heat traveled up to his navel as his eyes devoured her naked flesh and it was nearly all he could do to take off his trousers.
Raya�s eyes traveled the length of his unclothed body, in awe of the sight that greeted her. This wasn�t the first time she had been with a man, but it was the first time she could fully appreciate what was going to happen. She was surprised at how fit he actually was underneath all of his clothes. He wasn�t hard and chiseled, but he wasn�t soft and pudgy either. He was defined, what she had always pictured the perfect man to look like. From his sporadic chest hair down to his strong legs, he was simply faultless and she eagerly awaited him.
Remus joined her in the bed, gently placing himself over her, both of them groaning deeply as their body�s touched in the most sensitive areas. Remus couldn�t help but thrust his hips softly against her, eliciting another gasp from her luscious lips. He gave her a long, lingering kiss before he propped himself up above her and positioned himself. Raya tensed her body at first, a natural reaction to the personal invasion, but he leaned down and gently bit her neck, verbally coaxing her to relax. The sensation of his lips against her skin mingled with the huskiness of his voice relaxed her body immediately and she moaned as he entered her.
For a long moment they lay still, growing accustomed to the feel of the other, until Remus began to gently thrust into her. Raya felt as though all the air had been taken from her lungs and Remus closed his eyes, tossing his head back in bliss. He felt her nails digging into his back, occasionally tugging as his hips to pull him in deeper, and soon the feeling of ecstasy was washing over them both. Remus took her by the wrists, pinning them loosely against the headboard, and reached down to pull her leg up higher against him. He thrust deeper into her, speeding up his rhythm, and it wasn�t long until his vision began to blur and the wave of his orgasm crashed down upon him. As he cried out, he could feel her body tense as her own orgasm took her over and they came with cries of painful gratification.
As awareness began to take over Remus� frazzled senses he realized he had collapsed on top of Raya. She was gently rubbing his back, catching her own breath, and he kissed her softly before he rolled off next to her. He held her close, feeling more tired and satiated than he had in a long time, and was slowly beginning to fall asleep when her voice broke the silence.
�I guess our night is over,� she told him sadly, looking at the clock on the nightstand. It was well after midnight and the start of the new day. Remus felt his heart sink. How could they let it end after that? He had never felt so completely lost in someone the way he had with Raya, and he knew there was no way Tonks would ever satisfy him now.
�What do you want to do, Raya?� he asked with a heavy voice.
�I don�t know right now, Remus.� She sighed and turned her back on him, afraid his eyes would crumble her resolve. �I love you. I know I do, but until something happens between you and Tonks, nothing can happen between us.�
She slipped out of the bed, wrapping the sheet around herself as she searched for her clothes. Remus propped himself him on his elbows. He suddenly felt cold and alone, but he didn�t stop her as she dressed and left the room without another word.
Chapter Six
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