breathing the stale air of reality
standing in forgotten memories
living when theres nothing left to live for
when she smiles
it's a bullet to my brain
and when she shines
lighting demons in my mind
goodnight, sleep tight
i just lost my way from her heart
waiting for the time to pass me by
catching myself forgotten memories of you
stealing back those thoughts stolen from me
hoping these feelings will set me free
it feels like somewhere new
somewhere far from this place
it feels like someones fist
to my face
without a trace, lost beneath
i'm drifting away, slowly falling
inside you say, the end is calling
you've been gone and lost forever
broken like shattered glass
you were there but you will never
be my faithful one
I never wanted to be,
your faded memory
I never wanted to know,
i'd die in your shadow
im forever lost and cold
wondering in the darkness
i may never come to find
what lies within your mind
I'm forever lost and cold
wandering in darkness
I've been exposed to life
not knowing what was right
and how long will this pain last
asking for my life back
ive been lyin' on this floor
wondering if there was more
i may never know whats right
but i can try, i can fight
there is this pain
that ceases to be real
break now, i can't see how
this would be so empty
but when you find out how you feel
rip it out, take me down
I wish i knew how i feel inside
that empty river of pain has run dry
and i sit here alone for you
not know what it is i should do
i can't tell you what i want
i can't give you what you want
better let go and start to cry
wait for nothing and live to die
we find and seek, were nothing
you lie and cheat, it's haunting
me and i, won't die today
it's dark and cold standing outside
been starting at the sky for a while
and thinking of leaving all this behind
thinking of changing body and mind
we lift our heads to the sound
we become ourselves when no ones around
i'm tired of living this way
broken and hollow from living this way
the voice of our lives
just seemed to slowly die away
into this darkness
where so many lives are forgotten
and so much evil is abroad
save me from this life
rescue from the person i've become
lend me your hand in this trust
for that death you lust
can't you see, can't you see, can't you see, can't you see
can't you see that im not, can't you see that im not
can't you see
im not the one that i have
tried to be
don't you know
you are the one that
i've always known
pushing me so far
your dead words go through me
life's so hard
like the time you were
beside me so long
can't you see you're wrong
you know you're wrong
you know i tried so hard
i can't go on because i
don't know why, im too sick to try
it's so hard to find, truth in this lie
you wonder why, we are so blind
to waste this life, please waste my time
why do you judge me
i have seen nothing
haven't heard the screams
just because
im naive, so young
let me be myself
so when i see it all
will i fall ?
you know i cried so long
I can't go on cause i
waste my life
waste my time
waste my mind
all the time
my heart is gone without a trace
I've left the leaves to die..
now that she has gone from me
i'll hibernate for seasons pass
shes left me here to die
when frost rolls in tonite
ill greet him with my life
and sing this sad story to pass the time
angels lie in wait for me
and god has made a place for me
but this is where i will belong
im cold, im trapped forever in cold
this is the white ive come to love
before the killing of the dove
we've left him there to die..
now here's the blood my hands uphold
to bear before the mighty cold
to sing while speechless and always alone
goodbye forever again
goodbye my false friend