We were 10 and a half weeks pregnant with you when I pushed to have an ultrasound. It broke my heart to watch your little body on screen and to see no flashing heartbeat above it. I knew instantly that you were gone, but my heart would not believe it. Not until the doctors confirmed that you were no longer with us, did I let out the tears. Hours went by, then days and now a month has gone by without you.I think of you every single day and dream of what you would have become. I firmly believe that when I too pass on, you with your blonde hair and Daddy's blue eyes will be there to greet me at the gates of Heaven. I see you walking up to me and saying "Hi Mommy, I'm Angel". I wait for that day to hold you in my arms and tell you how much you were wanted and then missed. Your brother and sister always feel that you are watching over them, just as they would have watched over you.
God Bless you our little Angel.
All our love, Mommy Daddy Ty & Justine |
