Never
Tear Us Apart
by
tir-synni
A/N:
There were some concern that that last chapter was the end. Nope!
Got at least...two parts after this.
A sequel is in progress, but I'm having a wee bit of trouble with
it. All in all, I'm expecting three
stories in whole for "Never."
Thanks for all the reviews! Keep
it up! Oh, and if you catch any grammar
mistakes, please e-mail me and let me know.
Interlude
IV: Cloud
Cloud woke before his alarm went
off, a smile on his lips and a soft light in his eyes. It took him a while to remember why. When he did, his smile faded, replaced by
open-mouthed shock.
His mistake, Zack had told him, his
conviction still ringing in Cloud's mind.
Did that mean Zack wanted to be with him, unlike his father?
"He held my hand," Cloud
whispered, stunned. Zack, beautiful
Zack, wanted him? Could this be just
another fling? But he had not seen Zack
with anyone else since he had arrived, and he knew Zack wouldn't tease him
anyway.
He...trusted Zack.
Cloud swallowed hard. The only person he had ever trusted before
was his mother. Now he trusted Zack,
too. Weird.
Below him, the alarm clock began to
ring shrilly, and Cloud heard Zack grumble sleepily as he pounded it. Zack had insisted that Cloud slept on the top
bunk. Cloud figured it was only because
Zack was afraid he would kill himself trying to knock the alarm off. Cloud's small smile returned.
Drowsy expletives grumbled beneath
him. Another slam on the alarm clock,
and then Cloud saw a blur of black as the alarm clock flew across the
room. Zack wasn't a morning person.
Cloud stretched lazily and wiggled
his toes. Below him, he could hear Zack
still grumbling. Strong, long legs swung
out from the bottom bunk, and Cloud watched with interest as Zack flexed the
smooth, hard muscles. The darkly tanned
flesh was bare, Zack's strong thighs the only part of his legs clothed. Cloud swallowed hard as he noticed Zack's
morning erection. He felt his own
hardness twinge in answer, and suddenly hot, Cloud rolled over on his back. Shit!
Cloud concentrated on his breathing until he felt his erection
flag. Damn, he had not needed that.
"Hey, you up yet, Cloud?"
Zack yawned, sleepy silver eyes peeking at Cloud from over the bedframe. A lock of thick black hair falling in his
face yielded a young, mischievous look.
"If I can't sleep in, neither can you."
Cloud blinked at Zack. "I'm awake."
Zack smirked at him. "Then what
are you still doing in bed? Come on, get
up! You get to play with the nice drill
sergeant, and then you can come back and let Seph and I wipe the floor with
you."
Cloud rolled his eyes. "Great incentive. I'm getting up."
Zack's casual, friendly manner
instantly calmed Cloud. A small smile
playing on his lips, Cloud sat up and threw off the covers. Before he could hop off the top bed, however,
Zack's strong hands clasped him and eased him to the floor. Cloud's wide blue eyes met gentle silver
ones. Shyly, Cloud turned away.
Zack's large hands rested on his
slim waist a moment longer before reluctantly releasing him. The long fingers lingers on Cloud's pale
nightshirt, searing the youth through the thin fabric, and Cloud shivered. From under thick, blond lashes, Cloud saw
Zack smile.
"Get dressed," Zack said
softly, his voice huskier than it was a moment ago. "I'm going to grab a quick shower. While I'm doing that, why don't you fix us a
hot breakfast."
Cloud managed a shy smile. "Bacon and eggs?" he offered.
Zack's dazzling smile answered him.
~~~~~
Sweaty and exhausted, Cloud Strife
jogged back from the morning drill. The
regular instructor had been replaced with a SOLDIER. After a short, sharp lecture on what they
could expect in their near futures, the SOLDIER had proceeded to run them
through a set of more advanced drills.
He had worked them until the weaker recruits had started dropping. Then he had paired them with another recruit. The SOLDIER had them battle for twice the
normal amount of time. After another set
of drills, he had released them. All
throughout, the SOLDIER had had a clipboard, occasionally writing notes. Cloud wondered what those notes were about.
With a weary hand, Cloud wiped some
sweat away from his flushed forehead. It
didn't particularly matter at the moment.
All Cloud cared about was a nice shower.
Then he got to work up another sweat practicing with Seph and Zack. After all this work, he had to make
SOLDIER. He had to!
Lost in thought, Cloud didn't
realize anyone else was in the hallway until his head smack against someone's
chin. Stunned, Cloud tripped backwards,
only to be caught by strong arms. Cloud
blinked upward, startled and wary.
"Where you rushing to, little
one?" a surprised redhead questioned, steadying him. A sharp green eye roved over Cloud's tense
body. "You okay?"
Still blinking, Cloud nodded
warily. The stranger seemed nice, but he
radiated the same aura of danger that Zack and Sephiroth gave off. Yet, Cloud thought, eyeing the loose,
untucked shirt and relaxed stance, he doesn't seem to have the strictness of
SOLDIER.
"I'm going to my room to
shower, Sir," Cloud replied quietly.
The youth took a step back and sized the stranger up. Definitely not SOLDIER, but a deadly warrior,
nonetheless. However lazy his stance,
Cloud bet the stranger would be able to attack and defend instantly.
The redhead was still studying
Cloud, his green eyes sharp in contrast to his lax manner. "What's your name, little one?" he
inquired.
Instantly, Cloud came to
attention. "Cadet Cloud Strife,
Sir. SOLDIER recruit--"
The stranger waved a hand, and Cloud
quieted. "Cloud Strife. What a beautiful name. And still a SOLDIER recruit! I've heard many of the recruits have been
dropping out lately. Something about the
last obstacle course."
Cloud cringed at the reminder of the
obstacle course. After that incident was
the only time Zack had truly touched him, besides the many times the older man
had tossed him to the mat, and the tender touch of his hands from the night
before. Zack had massaged away the flood
of aches and bandaged his multiple wounds.
Cloud's truest and greatest regret of that horrid course was that he had
been too exhausted to enjoy Zack's caring touch.
"The obstacle course had been
tough," Cloud admitted. "You
just had to shake it off and keep going."
The redhead grinned at him, and
Cloud knew the stranger had approved of his words. "Precisely. I like you, little one. The name's
Shocked, Cloud watched
~~~~~
"You're late," Sephiroth
commented, his soft disapproval slicing into Cloud.
Freshly showered, Cloud timidly
entered Sephiroth's private training room.
Deeply shamed, Cloud struggled to keep his head high. "I'm sorry, Sir," he apologized,
his voice quiet but clear.
Unconsciously, Cloud reverted to "Sir" instead of
"Seph."
Beside where Sephiroth stood in the
middle of the bare room, Zack looked up.
In one hand shone his Buster Sword, while a rag covered in polish graced
the other. His silver eyes averted from
the items, instead staring at Cloud in concern.
"Where were you, Cloud? It's
not like you to be late."
Cloud resisted the urge to cringe as
the disapproval on Seph's face deepened.
The General didn't like excuses.
"It was my fault. I bumped
into some stranger in the hall, and he wanted to talk. I should have told him that I had an
appointment..." Cloud hesitated, recalling the eerie intensity of
Sephiroth, however, noticed his
hesitation. The intense disapproval
faded, edged by concern. "Who was
it? Another recruit? A SOLDIER?"
Don't show any discomfort! Cloud
snapped at himself. Real SOLDIERs don't
show any sign of weakness. Neither will
you.
"Not a recruit," Cloud
admitted, meeting Seph's gaze. "He
was more like a SOLDIER...but wasn't. He
said his name was Reno Sherrily."
Despite what many recruits thought,
Cloud was intelligent. Years of getting
beat up for it in Nibelhelm had taught Cloud that. So when Cloud saw Zack and Seph stiffen and
exchange glances at the mention of
"What's wrong?" Cloud
questioned nervously. "
At any other time, the look of shock
on dear Zack's face would have amused Cloud.
The alarm in Seph's eyes canceled that.
"Zack?" Cloud questioned
nervously. Zack shushed him with a
tentative finger to his lips. Cloud
silenced immediately, stunned by the feel of Zack's warm flesh against his
mouth.
"Don't worry about it,"
Zack reassured him softly, "we'll take care of it." Zack's gentle fingers raised to stroke
Cloud's smooth cheek.
Cloud waited for his body to stiffen
up, as was so common in response to intimate touches. It never happened. Unconsciously smiling, Cloud leaned into the
affectionate gesture. It felt good
against his skin.
"All right," Cloud sighed,
too busy enjoying the touch to argue.
Zack smiled, but it didn't banish the worry from his silver eyes.
"Come on," Zack said
softly, tenderly stroking Cloud's cheek.
"Time to get to your training."
Cloud
smiled, forgetting about