lately i feel like i've fallen into a hole. i look around, around at all the things which i once thought could save me, and realize that they only serve to bury me further. there's no one to get me out of this funk but myself...simply because no one's left. everyone's already moved on, and i've been left behind here in the same town, where nothing is the same, where i don't know anyone anymore.

everyone's evolved except for me.

someone call me. please?

so it's the big one year anniversary. here's to a day of hearing country music played over montages of planes crashing. whatever. do me a favor, ok. don't watch television for the next couple days. don't do it because laura bush told you not to (who knew she could be right about something, eh?). don't do it because i'm telling you not to. don't watch the tv because you don't need it. you don't need those images to remind you of what happened. hell, we all saw it in school. just keep the memories and then form your own opinions about them. what happened was a tragedy; do we really need busta rhymes and christina aguilera telling us that?

what do i think? it's horrible, of course, but as someone who hates violence in any form, i can't condone what we're doing as a result of it. i'm not going to go on a huge anti-war rant, because i really just don't have the energy right now. aren't you just sick of people dying?

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