okay, so, here's the thing right? when you're talking about first kisses, is it proper to consider your first kiss that which you obtained when you were involved in something like a game, like spin the bottle? or, do you truly only have your first kiss when you can look at another person and kiss them outside of a designated set of rules, not to mention the look of shame that goes with being the fat kid involved in the game. this is serious. i want to know whether i can consider my kiss from fifth grade my first kiss, or if i'll have to hold out for my kiss that came a year later with my first girlfriend. man oh man, i bet she'd be really embarassed if she knew that seven years later i was talking about her, huh? embaressed? embarassed? alas, i am too lazy to look it up.
a little while ago my computer was really messed up. everytime i would type in the letter "r" it would bring up the "run" program. i was for all intents and purposes unable to type the letter. after several attempts, i finally just gave up and restarted.
hannah was supposed to tell me where chainsaw abortion is playing tonight, but she never got a hold of me. i guess it doesn't really matter. i probably wouldn't have enough money in my wallet to get in anyway. how sad is that, considering it probably only cost like five dollars cover?
i spent the day just reading. my psychology text, my process of aging text, and then don delillo's underworld. i'm also working on couples by john updike, and, yes, you guessed it, raise by the roofbeam, carpenters. don't know why i can't put that one away, but i've been reading it since memorial day weekend now. but that still doesn't break my record for "longest time spent to finish a book."
the book in question? one flew over the cuckoo's nest. it took me nine months to finish after various pick ups and put downs. hugs and kisses. isn't that the way it always ends between us?