things have sped up again.  i find myself hard pressed for time to sit down and write, and i know i'm losing stuff as it happens.  i'm unable to retain things, memories get fuzzy and fade out, and they're lost.  that's it.

prom must be summed up quickly.
-michelle looked great
-lindsay looked wonderful
-vegetarian meal kinda sucked
-music was downright terrible (save for, during the meal, jimmy eat world and some punk that michelle identified as a new found glory)
-pictures with murphy, shane and ave, linds, michelle and the other officers, etc etc.
-seeing billy again was neat
-post-prom, i was tired
-left around two
-kissed michelle, drove off into the sunset with linds
-went home and slept

that's that.  overall, a wonderful time.  michelle had a great night.  i hope she was honest, not just obliging me, you know?  i think she did.  i know i did.  i know lindsay did.  i was worried, having to juggle two girls or whatever, the whole night, but they both were totally accomodating and made the situation easy on me, which was nice.

monday, the job interview with v and s went well.  i start on the seventh of june.

tuesday, lindsay and i sat around and slept for a while, ate spaghetti, watched some of american beauty, and then drove to wal-mart and got maladriot.  all i can say is "wow."  it really is something.  it's better than the green album and, for my money, better than the blue album.  however, it didn't eclipse pinkerton was my favorite weezer disc of all time.  "tired of sex," "el scorcho," "no one else," "why bother?"  that cd is great.

i actually heard it tuesday in school.  daly, andrew, adam b and some other kids went to record connection and picked the disc up on monday.  i would've gone, but i had to work.  so, andrew and i sat in graphics with the visuals on itunes turned on, and just listened.  i hadn't done that with a cd since the day i got the new bjork disc.  i sat at the table, my eyes closed, and listened to the entire thing from start to finish.  "slave," "burndt jamb," and "slob" are the standout tracks to me.  but, really, the entire album is great.

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these are the days of skipping out on responsibility, dodging deadlines, avoiding payments i must make, and generally enjoying the psuedo-spring we've got going on right now.  to live in the spring and be in love is a wonderful thing - to be a senior in high school living in the spring and in love is even better.

i'm happy right now.  it's not much, but it's more than i could say two, three months ago.  i am completely happy, looking towards what's to come, and smiling all the while.  there's a lot of reasons for this, a few of which i'm certain you're familiar with.

i owe money to various libraries, friends and businesses.  i do not have any money.  this presents problems galore.  i wonder why i went and bought a cd last night?  my priorities must be straightened out.  i wonder what will happen to make me realize what the most important financial areas are?  i imagine i'll still continue to pour the majority of my resources into various forms of pop culture.  i really wanna buy that new wilco album.