slept a long time last night.  twas nice.

got up when jason called the house at seven, asking for the recycling video tape which i'd taken into school yesterday.  i thought i might've forgotten it, so i searched around my car and my house for the thing.  it wasn't anywhere to be seen.  i call j on his cell phone, tell him to look in the studio for the tape.  he does, and it's there.

so, then i go back to bed.  lucky for me i didn't have to drive into school again with the thing.  i would've been so tired i'd have had an accident.

other than that, slow day.  rented sexy beast, the anniversary club (parker posey and john c. reilly...oh yeah man), and then both fight club and good will hunting on dvd.  watched some of the palahniuk commentary on the fight club disc.  it's truly good.

jeff really does need to update his profile.  it's disgusting.

lou and i ran to the mall today, and then he picked up food for lisa's cousins, who he was babysitting.  i got hungary, but had no money, so i called my mom, who said she's cook he spaghetti.  once i got home, she made that, and also garlic bread with butter and cheese.  i love her so much.

so, fallon updated her site.

"I've seriously had enough of the hypocritical "holier that thou" morons that live around here. They know nothing, but I doubt they will ever realize that."

amen, fal the gal.  i agree with you totally.  as for her current situation, i don't think i'd ever get into it, but hey, it's her life.  who are we to live it for her?  furthermore, who are we to question how she lives it?

each and every one of us has done things we regret.

did she question your decision making skills?

no, so leave her alone about hers.

they're her decisions, and she has the courage to accept the fact that she made them, which is more than one can say for the majority of the school's population.  she's got self-awareness, something i respect a lot more than ultra-morality or self-righteousness.

that said, i still have no desire to hear about my friend's weekend lives.  it's just really weird to think of them in that way, i guess.

i talked to abbi in the hallway yesterday, and she asked me something weird.  i can't really go into specifics, but it bothered me.  i hope she's not planning on doing something stupid.  at the same time, i know i'll be here for her through it all.  i said to lou today, "there are very few people i'm not sick of talking to.  you're one of them."  i stopped, thinking of who else was on the list, and i realized she still was.  it's odd, but things betwixt the two of us are back to total normalcy, which makes me happy.  she truly is one of the most interesting people i've met in some time.

and i'm very happy i have gotten to know her as well as i have.

on a lighter note, i think i've narrowed down who i'm going to ask to prom.  i think she might already know, which sucks, because i was hoping to surprise her.  at any rate, i'm gonna go through with it, i think.  why shouldn't i?  it's senior prom, it'll be good.  the junior class volunteered me to model tuxes for the fashion show, so i'll get a discount off of capital's $49.99 sale, i think, so at least i won't pay a lot of money like last year.

it'll be fun.

and i'll be glad i went.

so, i'll ask her.

if it's okay with you.