well.

haven't done one of these in a while, so, uhm, here's a rundown on what's happened in my world the past few days:

past couple nights have been great.  thursday was the opening night of the show, and it went better than i could've asked or planned for.  jen and i were both on out there, and jason was great as always.  it was the best we'd ever done our section, and i absolutely had a blast out there.

yesterday, of course, was the grad project presentations, and that was good as well.  my panel was mr witman, mrs kellsall, and miss kennedy, and she was the only one i'd never had a class with.  i have good rapport with witman and kellsall, and it was just a really relaxed atmosphere.  it was incredibly easy, and i don't think i have to worry about getting through it.

after that, amber and i went to great wall's lunch buffet, and then to a meeting for bye bye birdie.  the more i talk about this, and the more i hear kathy talk about it, the more excited i'm getting.  the worries i had about it before are basically gone now; i think it's going to be a lot of fun, with a lot of fun people.

the show last night was good, tho the audience could've been a little better, in terms of laughter and reaction overall.  but, all around, it was another great performance.  captive audience seemed to get the most laughs, which is unusual, but good for them.  they all work hard, and deserve some recognition that the show hadn't gotten from the audience the night before.

afterwards was the cast party at rachel's, and i must say, i had a last.  we were out at the fire for a while, basically jsut goofing around, but once most everyone else left, things got interesting.  rachel, amber, lindsay, liz and i sat around rachel's kitchen, talking about the future, music, movies, life in general, i guess.  it was quite similiar to a lot of the talks i've had with countless people these past few months, but there was something about it.  it's very rare that you can get into an actual discussion with people and just feel no limits - we talked for hours, and i, at least, could've talked for another four or so, given the chance.  it was just a really relaxing evening, and it's always nice to know that there people on the same wavelength as you are.

falling in love sucks, let me tell you.  and yet, i feel it happening all over again.  frankly, i doubt anything will come of it - the girl i'm infatuated with is out of my league...way out of my league.  she's classy, downright beautiful, cultured, kind, just frigging nice.  i might be semi-cultured (at least compared to most guys around here), kind and maybe nice, but i'm anything but beautiful and classy, and, as far as i can tell anymore, those are the most important factors to take into consideration.

so, i'll just sit and watch her from a distance, thinking about how happy i could make her and would like to make her, and never say anything.

as per usual.

sigh.

anyway, gotta leave for the school pretty soon.  time to go die ten times on stage.

"i can feel it in my bones,
i'l gonna spend my whole life alone."
--liz phair

-t