2.12.02:

this song makes me happy.

fallon put her site back in her profile, and i checked it out.  she had a nice little message for me ("Travie, you know I love you. You are the most awesome guy I've ever known, also the most honest person I've ever met. You keep me grounded, constantly thinking and questioning things, and you never judge me even when I act ditzy. You are wonderful and I love you.")  just thought i'd put that here to let you know i'm the most awesome guy ever.  yes, it is now official.  anyway, her adult and family living paper is much better than mine.

i also found some site titled "what girls want."  i was intriqued.  maybe this would help me on my quest for a valentine!  according to the site, every girl wants the following:

1. Validated parking for the rest of her life.
i usually park at meters, not in garages.
2. To hear the sound of the ocean in her shoes.
i plan on living at the beach.
3. A farm filled with animals.
uhm...i don't like farms.
4. To enjoy shopping again.
i like shopping.
5. The wisdom to know what she really wants.
she wants to know what she wants?  makes sense...
6. And the strength to make it happen.
ah.
7. A self-fulfilling roll of toilet paper.
ok.
8. To be an urban legend.
what, like "the old lady who let a guy lick her hand, thinking it was her dog"?
9. To cut through the bullshit, get to what matters, and not feel judged.
i don't judge.
10. To be as confident and carefree as she was when she was twelve.
that's kinda weird...
11. To impact others daily, in some meaningful way.
i can dig it.
12. But not to take it all seriously.
ok.
13. To be a fashion designer.
really?  all women want this stuff?
14. A balance of career, love, and friendship.
me too!  except for the career.  i'd be content with just love and friendship and not working.
15. Sex daily.
call it twice daily, and we're even.
16. To be famous for something revolutionary.
same here.
17. Creative freedom.
yeah.
18. World peace and great sex.
as do i.
19. Straight hair, straight teeth, and big boobs.
go for it.
20. To be on Oprah.
.....
21. A well-dressed lover.
...i own a suit.
22. Two well-dressed lovers.
i could bring lou along.
23. To want nothing.
you want...to want nothing?  uhm...
24. A huge, beautiful bathroom with a fabulous view.
mine is overlooking our pool.
25. To order a minibike through the mail.
my brother owns a minibike.
26. Fashion to be divinely inspired- and affordable.
inspired by dog?  you mean like joseph's robe or something?
27. A family.
eh...
28. More credit, more clothes, and a convertible.
yeah.
29. A sense of satisfaction.
yeah.
30. A best-seller.
ugh.  jackie collins writes best sellers, kids.  doesn't mean their classics.
31. True, lasting love.
yeah.
32. The lead in the high school musical.
i'd prefer to student direct, since i can't sing and all...go jason go!
33. A house in the country with an artist's studio.
wow...that would be nice.
34. Barbie's hair to grow back.
she got cancer or something?
35. Not to get married in a VFW hall.
i hate the military, so...
36. To get through college.
yeah.
37. To be happy with herself.
yeah.
38. A man she could be happy with.
you might be happy with me...
39. A pony.
ok.
40. The ability to forgive and rise to the next occasion.
yeah.
41. To spend a little time in Barbara Eden's bottle.
i'm guessing this is an "i dream of genie" reference?  or something?
42. Safety.
yeah.
43. Anonymity.
yeah.
44. A maid.
yeah.
45. Nurturing.
i could nurse you or something.
46. Shoes with non-slip soles that are also sexy.
i'm not too talented with scissors and leather...
47. Inspiring, loving friends.
i'm neither.
48. A swimming pool.
yeah, we've got one of those.  we'd have to live with my parents tho.
49. Work that makes her feel like a big shot and is fun and sounds cool at cocktail parties.
ok.
50. A lover who makes her feel like both Elvis and Priscilla.
ok.
51. To be perfect.
lol...ok.
52. A 1975 Mercedes sedan.
yeah.
53. A hot bath.
yeah.
54. A Vespa and long blond hair.
ok.
55. Equality for all people and a down comforter.
yeah.
56. A yellow cottage in San Francisco with a garden, a view, and window boxes.
yeah.
57. Good child care.
yeah.
58. Great travel companions.
yeah.
59. Firm breasts and a tall boyfriend.
damn...
60. A baby.
blast.
61. A trip to Japan.
yeah.
62. Enlightenment.
yeah.
63. To be the favorite child.
really?
64. A hassle-free, independent, creative, part-time career.
yeah.
65. Ultimate freedom of choice.
yeah.
66. All the joys of children without the heavy strings.
joys?
67. Aretha Franklin's attitude and her "tell you off" voice.
ok.
68. Fame for her unique opinion and creations.
yeah.
69. To take her baby on a trip around the world in a backpack.
what the...
70. To eliminate all the really useless people from where she lives.
nah.  everyone's got a use.
71. A 10 million-dollar bank account so she doesn't have to answer to anyone.
yeah.
72. Better sex.
i'd settle for sex period.
73. Her brother to go somewhere for a very long time.
ok.
74. To play kickball and go sledding way past dark.
yeah.
75. To be a beautician.
ok.
76. Some sexy, slobbering, partying boyfriend.
damn.
77. To throw great parties with popular people.
ok.
78. To be in a grown-up relationship.
yeah.
79. To change the world.
yeah.
80. Longer orgasms.
yeah.
81. One sweet, loving man and one baby.
yeah.
82. To find her passion and pursue it.
yeah.
83. A heated romance with a beautiful black man.
how about a beautiful white man?
84. To be an architect.
ok.
85. To live for years in Italy and study art.
yeah.
86. To be a rock star or date a rock star.
yeah.
87. To have really rockin' sex with Lenny Kravitz.
you too!?
88. To be Miss America.
you too!?
89. A house in Tuscany.
yeah.
90. To grow veggies and have many lovers.
yeah.
91. To travel, buy cool stuff, then sell it on the net.
ok.
92. To be the cool mom.
ok.
93. A tan.
ok.
94. A sense of purpose and accomplishment.
yeah.
95. To be a torch singer in a nightclub.
ok.
96. Her mom.
ok.
97. A white rabbit-fur jacket and to be a good girl and to run faster and do more push-ups than boys.
ok.
98. To still be in love with her husband.
ok.
99. A trampoline.
again, you'd have to be willing to live with my parents, but i could give you one of these, yes!
100. Natural beauty.
ok.

so.

in conclusion, women are crazier than i thought, and i should just friggin' stay away from them.

sigh.  i'll go become a monk or something.  i don't understand women, and i don't have any desire to anymore.  in short, i give up.

forget them.

i'm tired.  i'm going to bed.  i shall see you tomorrow.  not enough to do a survey....ok, yeah.  night.

-t

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