ok, so the show was cancelled.  no notice, no phonecall, nothing.

we get to the chameleon, go to the front door, and see a calender.  jimmy's chicken shack is crossed out in pencil.  some local band is playing a 21+ show, with tickets for five bucks.  since i'm 18 and j's 17, we're screwed.

we get chinese, rent "the score," i fall asleep on his couch, wake up at ten, come home, decide to write something further up.

i'll make it quick, since i haven't talked to abbi all day and i really wanna call her before i pass out again.

even if we had been able to see the band, the tickets still would've cost a third of what the one's for jimmy's show did.  friggin' club.

i've gotta work tomorrow (sunday), monday (christmas eve), tuesday (christmas) and wednesday.  i hate that place, i swear.  oh well.

at least i make double on tuesday.

lou and i made up our minds we're quitting after holiday break.  that's it, i can't take it anymore.  i'm either going to kill junior or rick or both of them at the same time.

i'd laugh about it too.

i realized, just the other day, that i can now listen to old beatles songs without getting irritated.  used to be, i'd think to myself, "good lord, this music is cheesy.  write a song about something other than love!"

now, it doesn't feel so bad.

i guess now that i feel myself only thinking about her, i can relate.

i really only like music i can relate to, come to think of it.

so...old beatles tunes sound twice as good to me now.

score.

i went into an american eagle store for the first time today, thanks to steph.  we headed out christmas shopping, got some done.  it was a fun time, and i liked hanging out with her, but that store just sucks.  so do all the other stores that sell the same clothing as that one but have different names.  they played massive attack in the shop tho, so it wasn't utterly unbearable.

i also bought my first lottery ticket.

i lost.

=(

bah.  at least it benefits older pennsylvanians.

i think i'm gonna jet.  i gotta call her yet.

i wonder if anyone's even ever gonna read this.

maybe.

maybe not.

probably not.

aiee.  i'm going.

-t