Waiting For My You
Around Me
Waiting For My You:
Love is lost
Born Again:
One day my heart had stopped
Lifted:
Who knew the day would come
Eclipse:
Life lived for so long
Farewell To Tragedy:
Years come and go
As the clocks strikes twelve
X:
Speak of the devil
Higher Ground:
Am I here?
Or really not here at all?
Wrapped Amongst Words:
Once higher than the eye can see
In The Pages Of Time:
My whole life
Together As One:
Rising with the sunlight in my eyes
Approaching Overhead:
Sense a sudden shift
Calming The Storm:
Converastion lingers on
It's Me:
I don't know what it is about tonight
Flicker:
Flicker of seconds
Control?:
My heart is in the right place
Now Or Never:
Now or never
Sweet Innocence:
Sweet innocence
Sensual Up rise:
It�s rising up in me
Nothing But A Secret:
Sometimes I wish
True Or False:
Test me
False
24 Hours:
These 24 hours
Forever:
Id sacrifice everything
Around Me:
As I look for you now
Away:
Throughout the inner regions of nowhere
Journey To Nowhere:
The worn dirt path is all I have left
Before My Eyes:
Naked and pure
Born Again
Lifted
Eclipse - (6/30/01)
Farewell To Tragedy
X
Higher Ground
Wrapped Amongst Words
in The Pages Of Time
Together As One
Approaching Overhead - (8/9/01)
Calming The Storm
It's Me - (9/5/01)
Flicker - (9/8/01)
Control? - (9/18/01)
Now Or Never - (8/11/01)
Sweet Innocence
Sensual Up Rise
Nothing But A Secret - (7/5/01)
True Or False - (7/17/01)
24 Hours- (8/28/01)
Forever
Away - (6/26/01)
Journey To Nowhere
Before My Eyes
It All Came Crashing Down
And always to be found
Where it is
Is anyone�s guess
At best
Where you least expect
Something you�ve known
Just not realized
All this time
There
Sealed up tightly
You can try so many times
To force it open
Still without a scratch
It awaits contained
Safe and ready
For the moment of truth
You can always force and push it on another
Only thing wrong with that is
You cant just waste love
It�s not true
It�s more of word
Than a feeling
Tainting the meaning
You�ve got your whole life
To find that somebody someone
Not anybody
It�s all a matter of time
I only thought for worse after this
That it would be like this forever
A broken man with a broken heart
Death was not eminent
But it seemed to be in my eyes
Soaked in tears
Life has its bottom
That�s where I truly was
I tried to lift myself
Even thinking of the good times
No chance of doing that
Cause what I knew as good times
Were all a one sided ordeal
Wrapped in lies
They aren�t worth anything anymore
How can they?
That�s what got me there in the first place
What I thought was love
Turned out to be murder in the first degree
I investigated all that time and found nothing
With eyes closed I guess anything is possible
When I was tired of it
Pieces eventually fell to my hand
Afraid to look, but I had to
Evidence to support everything
Everything I didn�t want to know
Misguided by my heart
And deceived by a whore
For all I knew I was dead
Succumbing to an eternal sleep
Until the time came
To when I awoke
Uncertain of my surroundings
One thing that is sure
That I was in anothers arms
Ive been given a second chance
This feels so right
I cant speak no wrong
My heart now beats for you
With all my heart this is true
Where I cry
Not in agony, but in happiness
For there is more on the horizon
Only to get better
Odds have been fought against
Wars have been won
Where others have failed
I wave goodbye to the worst
And welcome love with open arms
Where it takes me
Is another question without an answer
Ive been lifted high enough
Higher than the past could ever take me
Limits are broken
Now that I have you
Filling these empty spaces
So I can go on
Without purpose
Without care
So many useless antidotes
To cure me of my past
I wish I only knew
That it would lead to something
That it would eventually come together
Cohesive and meaningful
I was willing to give up hope
Excepting the fact nothing could change
And then there was you
The sun
With your light bright and endless
I the moon
Cold and dark
On track until we came together
Forming a celestial wonder
Of beauty and mystery
Eclipsing
Reflecting upon me
You are my power
You are my strength
You are my everything
We say farewell to tragedy
And welcome the winds of a new
To whisk away
What seemed to never end
Now that the past is done
I�m here with you
To build what can never be touched
Nor seen by the world
It is ours and ours alone
This year will be etched in stone
As if in another language
There is no comprehending
What we have
What we are
What we will be
To spite my faith
Anger me with him
Cause you still believe
The words you utter
Shouldn�t be worth the breath
But you still put forth the effort
Even to acknowledge him
Puts my heart to a halt
In dismay to realize he still exists
Exiled for eternity
But a silent pardon has been put in place
Somewhere in the distance
Searching for entrance
You appreciate the pain he has given you
Disappointing you at every chance he had
Why covet evil?
There�s no need to compare angels and devils
For I know heaven exists
Cause I am there
Everyday I�m with you
How can I enjoy this paradise?
With the darkness lurking
To one day take away the sun
And everything that comes with it
Worrying is I all I have left to do
I don�t want to lose
What I�ve been looking for
My whole life
If I open my eyes
One more time
Will this all still be here?
Or is it just another dream?
That�s what I�ve been asking myself
Seemingly over and over
Since we�ve been together
I know what I feel
Unfortunately it�s not what you feel
I�ve put you higher than the sky itself
While I am where I�ve always been
It�s something hard for me to accept
To be where I started
And for you to be on higher ground
I can still see you
It�s just a matter of time
Till you�re completely out of my life
To where I cant reach you
In a blink of an eye I stand before you
This golden moment
Simply a dream
For what seemed like forever
But it comes down to you and me
Right here, right now
If I look deep enough in your eyes
Could the words appear for me?
As a sign of whats to come
Words on the tip of our tongues
Stumbling over every word we could
As if we haven�t spoken before
We are no strangers
We are partners in something beautiful
Ive never felt so confident in something
Up until this day
Where im alone
With you in my arms
Lights turned down
Tears in our eyes
Its come to the point
Where I cant help but say
I love you
Then to be wrapped in the words you reply
Can anything be better than this?
I�ve had pen in hand
Pen on paper
I could never tell what I had written
It just didn�t show up
Still I kept writing
Now knowing
As soon as the thought hit the pages
I quickly forgot and became flustered
It was erased
Utterly unknown until today
Where the words appear
Onto the once blank pages
As I read it
It all begins to make sense
Everywhere I look
I see your name
Only now do I realize
This its been always been you
The person I�ve been waiting for
You are the beauty that resides in my eyes
The perfection that�s missing
Sometimes I wonder
If you�ve been whispering in my ear all this time
Guiding me to you
Feeding my dreams
To where I can finally have
A love of my own
Silent sounds of morning
Announce what has begun
A day
Like every other day
Left to the imagination
Filled with desires
Concepts of you
Differ as the day goes by
Even as you may not be there
You still bring happiness
Nothing can stand in my way
When I have you on my mind
Turning away from everything
Two hearts
But one soul
I carry you
To preserve the moment
Where we can be together
If I could only relinquish time
And cut to the good part
Where I�m with you
Unexplainable discourse
All that I hold inside for you
Words can never describe
The feel is not familiar
Cold has cooled the fire
The buring that has become us
Let the fire die
And we vanish like smoke
Leaving ash of what we used to be
Respond to anger
Respond to fear
Hand and hand
We fall apart
May time be fought
For us to understand
Before we enter
The eye of the storm
Where our heads are at
Is beyond me
At each others throat
Is the last place to be
I hate this
I dont want to go too deep
Nor even touch the surface
Cant let it get to the point
Where all control is lost
Forces of anger
Take over the situation
Until reality sets in
Of how much I love you
And how much you mean to me
Can we calm the storm?
Give up the fight
And take one step closer
Together
Where I don't feel right
Your words pass right through
They don't mean a thing
I want them to
I really do
Disregard what I may say
It isn't from the heart
Straight from a fictional place
Destination nowhere
It kills me
To know myself
That I cant live
While taking you with me
I don't mean for it to be like this
It's not your fault
That I need you like I do
I can't help but feel wrong
You don't deserve this
It's me
That never seemed to happen
Memory is weak
Don't test in steps
We might fall through
Give it some time
Clean the wounds
We need to heal
Before the process can continue
Quick to forget
What makes us stronger
Point of reason
Brings the rush back
Of what it all meant before
I care to speak
I care to know
Is that too much to ask?
How can that be wrong?
To be so into you
To desire the most you can obtain
Without a hassle or a question
I want to be welcome into your world
As I welcome you into mine
I am never in control
There is too much taking that away
My hands are tied
I cant seemingly do that
All I want to do is reach you
Master our destiny
Follow our hearts
Deny ignorance
That blocks out what is right
Cant see the calm
Through this forrest of emotion
Calm is quick
When finally approached
All we can do
Is pray that the day wont come
Where the calm is nowhere to be found
While we exceed the limits
Breaking the barriers
Seperating our happiness and misery
There may be no turning back
Far too damaged
To piece together our love
We cant let it win
I dont want to be a used to
I want to be a now and forever
That lays beside me
Breathing softly
While eyes closed
Warm to the touch
Not a sound
My future is in my arms
You are so precious
Worth more than the world itself
No need to worry
No harm can be done
Im by your side
Sleep tight
My sweet baby
The uncontrollable urge
Suppressed emotion
I take you in my arms
Our eyes connect in a gaze
I lose myself in you
Caressing you softly
I want to please you in ways like never before
Exploring the uninhabited parts of your body
Awakening every ora of feeling
Exposing the beauty of life
Falling deep into the moment
Warmth of closure
Fading into the night
Sharing embrace
Fate brought us to this point
It�s up to us to do the rest
There are some things worth living for
My love is one of them
I've felt like this and I want you to know it
I am here for you
Nothing else matters, except you
For us to be together
Willing to sacrifice
For the better of our love
That we could fade away
Not knowing the world
That serves as an obstacle
I want us to be a secret
That we only know
A love
As rich as anything imaginable
A love
Strong and endless
That never loses meaning
Embracing life
With every breath taken
We are indestructible
We have the power
To overcome the impossible
When many had doubts
We will always have each other
That's all that matters
We are eternally a secret
To those who don't understand
The true meaning of love
Challenge me
Mind and heart
Wrestle for steady ground
To recognize
A phase from truth
Love is real
It's soaked in my tears
There are no second thoughts
I am too lucky
To let this pass me by
I've been offered up chances in the past
Never seemed to work
I felt what I did
How can anyone blame me?
What's true
Has shined through it all
That's what I have with you
A truth that never dies
That I depend on
In the darkest moments
Where all hope is lost
I surrender to you
Such a powerful force
I need to be taken in
No better feeling
Than to be in your arms
Shielded from misfortune
Feelings of invincibility
Are not easy to refuse
I can live without you
True
I'm in love with you
That we awake to
Hold so many unpredictable possibilities
A second missed
Is a second lost
We cant take time for granted
For any moment can be a last
I cant say "I love you" enough
Every effort is worth it
No fight is too strong
To keep us down
We shall shine past the hours
Come and go
As the sun and moon
There are no endings
Just a beautiful circle
That only leads back to you
Im thankful for every 24 hours
That i get to live
All because I get to live them with you
Just to be with you
To run away from it all
Spending every moment together
This feeling
That has eluded me for so long
Finally has filled me up
Overflowing
I can�t control myself at times
Love it too powerful to contain
When I�m around you
I can easily say
That I would never want this with anyone else
Love wouldn�t be the same without you
Every night I rest easy
Knowing that when I awake
You will still be mine
There to shine upon my world
Giving me the strength
In return I give you my heart and soul
To entrust yourself in me
There is no sense in looking further
You are all I want
And all I need in my life
I never want this to end
I want to love you forever
Its sad to say your not around
However long the absence
I miss you so much
Your scent still blows in the wind
That surrounds my every move
Everywhere I go
I feel as if you are right there with me
I cant bare the thought
The thought of not seeing you
Even as I stare at the pictures
They still do no good
Cause they can never capture your beauty
That keeps me loving you
Days away seem like years
Within Im torn
All I can do is release my spirit
Set it free to find you
To let you know that Im here
Waiting for your return
I cant help but fall apart
Without you here
To hold me together with your love
Where the world refuses to exist
I take away the sound
I take away my sight
I take away myself
I'm lost without words
Lost without thought
Not sure I'm half full
More like half empty
In times of separation
I cant stand the space between
That stands still
While we are hundreds of miles apart
All I can do is miss you
Your touch
Your kiss
I know your coming back
I know we're are still in love
I can't help but think
I can't help but dwell
On a ruin
If the slightest nightmare becomes a reality
In turn a nightmare can spiral into so much
We are in the hands of fate
I fear no death
I only fear life without you
May the reflections upon us never change
To show me signs of life again
It�s so hard to see
As the foggy mists enters
Feels as if I�ve been walking forever
I�m taking the journey again
All I want to do is stop
But uncontrollable forces pull me further
Until I reach the lake of my demise
For now it�s beautiful
Strange and out of place
At the center of a dead world
Where flowers bloom
And the sun glistens
All is quiet but a whisper
Soft whispering in my ear
Is its you?
Is it really you?
There she is
Afloat in the middle of it all
Swimming in her
I can feel every detail
Held in naked embrace
Soon though overtaken
Fate has began its course
Shade creeping closer
As the minutes pass by
Light is becoming extinct
Flowers wither while vines sprout
Grabbing hold of me
I do all I can
It�s just too strong
Being pulled away
My eyes only see her dragged down
I can�t do anything to save her
She never comes up
Lost forever
Fade to black
