Dawn Over New Horizons
Dawn Over A New Horizon
To wake every morning now
Faith
The rain starts to fall
Buried Underneath
An emotion carried by many
However You May See It
Quick to judge
Haunting Twilight
Twilight
More Than A Dream
I lay in a dream-ridden sleep
Reflections
I can recall the mirror
Unrealistic Fit
Magnify the missing pieces
Everlasting Sorrow
I am nothing
Faith
Burried Underneath
However You May See It
Haunting Twilight
More Than A Dream
Reflections
Unrealistic Fit
Everlasting Sorrow
Task Of Truth
As if in a different world
The shades have changed
Shadows a dominant force
I have to shine myself
To show the path
An unfamiliar situation
Granting that I can adapt
Winds have carried me to new heights
Looking down below
A speck on a never-ending canvas
Lifted, tasks become more daunting
Life used to be so easy
Stability was not of question
Paths had already been carved in stone
All I had to do was follow
In time it wore away
Leaving me creating my own destiny
If I cant believe in myself
How can I reach the top of the mountain?
To see my complete canvas
Droplets of severed memories fall upon my brow
It reminds me of when you were there to break my fall
When you left, my belief faded as a candle in the wind
When you returned it rekindled
The light was brighter than ever
Your hand reached out to me
I couldn�t reach because I was too deep
I have dug too much to get away from reality
The reality that has driven me insane
I need to hear the tranquility of your voice
I want your touch to numb me
Make my body feel no mental anxiety
When the time comes
I will follow you as you have followed me
But shown by a few
To let yourself go
Without holding back
Ignoring what might be thought
There are times when life can be overtaking
When there is no where else to turn
Things just start to build
You look upon yourself
To release it someway, somehow
Bottling it up will only make it more tempting
For you to blame others
When they have nothing to do with it at all
You�re to blame
Corrosion infests your heart
It just continues to eat away at you
Until you come to the conclusion
There are times when you need to cry
Does it show weakness?
Does it mean your any less a man?
No it means you have heart
Who I am inside
Without even knowing me
You monitor me
Hoping to come to some conclusion
Of why I am the way I am
As deep as you look
There will be no answer
My problems
Are a thing of the past
I no longer carry the burden
At one time they had a lasting effect
But now they are nothing more than a mere memory
You can say I�m troubled
At least I used to be
That I�m just covering up my insanity
To please you all
Just as if I�m eluding a permanent cure
As much as you think you know
There will always be something you don�t know
And you will never truly know me
I awake from my slumber
Awoken by a shattering cry
Stumbling out of bed
The cries continue
Trying to follow the illusive sound
I can�t perceive the origin
It stops
I blink
I�m no longer where I thought I was
This place seems so familiar
A chill runs down my back
Haunting awareness overwhelms me
Falling to my knees, I begin to cry
The feeling so disturbing
A rush of emotion pours out of my body
As if it is never going to end
Its comes to a halt
Silence
Words are softly uttered in my ear
My eyes shut again
I reawake stranded in bed
Left with confusion
Looking back at this
What does it all mean?
Where images of fantasy come to life
Sometimes nightmares intervene
Having to live these moments
There is no running away
These pictures etched in my memory
Brought back to relive
Have I let you go in the past?
To reappear haunting me now
Everything around me doesn�t move like it used to
Time has not become a factor
I no longer dictate my own future
Where anything can happen
I�m never aware of what�s to come
At times I see myself die
Only to wake the next moment
Every time I close my eyes
I walk that broken bridge
Above the river of dreams
The water rushing beneath me
At some point I will reach that loose board
Where I will fall to my death
But this time I wont wake up
Reflections conveyed without color
A bland scene until you came along
So deprived of life
The colors started to mix in
Resurrecting dead emotion
Now I cant help but feel everything
You had become the center of my universe
Through it all I had loved you
I don�t know what to say now that your gone
The mirror has been shattered
All the broken promises within memories
Stained upon the glass
Giving it an altered look of distortion
If I could ever find the true reflection again
Purity of existence
To have the colors exist as one
Not such imbalance
After so much I realize
Sometimes it hurts to be human
If you look hard enough
You�ll see they mean nothing at all
They never did really before
At the time and place
They may have pacified the needs
Now they�re apparently of no use
As small as I make it look
As sorry as it seems they still mean something
Emotional attachment is not easy to break
In many areas I lacked in the past
I fulfilled through these attachments
Giving me a sense of security
It turned out to be false security
All I did was fool myself
Substituting facts with fiction
Sooner or later Ill find a fit for the space inside
If it was ever meant to be filled up to this point
I wouldn�t feel as empty as I do now
The candle is burning
I�ve lost my feeling
I can�t stop the bleeding
You cant save me
Just leave me be
Put me to rest
Cause all I am is a waste
Drowning in my own tears
Could this be what I fear?
I need this time to die
Destroying myself inside
I have failed altogether
These ties I want to sever
Letting the world win
Everything I could of been
What is this all for
I�m not happy anymore
