Chapter Two: Disillusionment

Needed Here
Thin Line
Losing Touch - (6/30/01)
Fall Out In Panic - (7/17/01)
Victim Of Trust - (7/4/01)


Needed Here:

Please come home
You�ve been gone for too long
We all need you here
To make us whole
Without you here
We tend to lose ourselves
Its been a while
Since we could all see eye to eye
Chances are lost
Since everything tries to pull us apart
Pinning us against each other
I want to let go
I want to be together again
To the way it used to be
I want to live in simplicity
Without fear
You cant keep doing this to yourself
Relinquish the demons
You mean too much
For it all to go away now
Please come back home
I love you
We love you
Stay within
For all time
For us

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Thin Line:

Believe what you want
For all you think is a lie
Built up to satisfy
How you want me to be
I�m not that way
And I never was
Trust me when I say
This is how it is
No games involved
Only the truth
Don�t bring the world down
Cause of your misfortune
You drove it away
Who wants to come back to this?
Only to go through it again
People are who they are
Not as you say they are
Sooner or later
Truth will be unmasked
Lies upon lies
Wrapped in the thin line
That separates fact from fiction
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Losing Touch:

As I look around
I come to realize
That I don't seem to fit
All I can do is fall through the cracks
I don't feel a part of this world
That I've built around me
I created a world
That isn't even fit for myself
A false interpretation
Of a dream to belong
No one seems to be around anymore
Preoccupied
Any significance I had felt
Is nearly gone
We are all supposed to mean something
Apparently not anymore
Pushed to the side
Is where I lay
A worn wheel
Spinning with no direction

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Fall Out In Panic:

I can never figure out
What happened to us
Never saw it coming
It just sort of hit
Off guard it took me over
Resort to panic
The button as already been pushed
Way to fast
For reasons
That don't exist
Control has been lost
Im not thinking straight
Just too much
No signs of faith
Why bother?
I don't have time for this
I don't have the patience
Throwing the towel in
For the time being
To find my place
To find a fit
In a world
That changes day by day
While I stay the same

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Victim Of Trust:

I've given the time
I've given the effort
Sharing my thoughts
Draining myself
Broke apart my insides
To bring me closer
For the sake of nothing
Id like to think you care
Low and behold you didn't
Why did I sink?
Why did I die?
For you
You took so much away
I gave in too easily
I exposed too much
Simply taken advantage of
At my weakest point
All I could do was come back for more
You chose to watch my fall
Rather than bettering yourself
I fell to my death that day
While you walked away
Time took its toll
And ate away at my life
Trial and error
Is leading the way
I am a victim of trust
Time and time again

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