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Title: However Unlikely
Author: Kipli
Author's e-mail: [email protected]
Author's Web site: http://www.kipli.net
Fandom: Enterprise
Pairing: Archer/Reed
Rating: G
Category: Slash
Summary: Drabble: Malcolm worries...
Author's Notes: This could be my ent_musing Malcolm. It kind of just... popped up one day, and stuck over time. Then again, all Malcolm's are known to angst. He may have been influenced by certain canon events but I think this is AU or before them.
Archived to Reed's Armory on 07/01/2005.
I worry, sometimes. Little things... some not so little.
Most I know shouldn't bother me. Most I know I've told Jon and been
reassured.
Marriage. Simple worries. Vows and music and dancing.
Fatherhood. Not so simple. Somehow, will I do wrong by him... will he
grow to hate me...
And then there are some I cannot define... Not at all a small thing
but simple, bleakly simple.
If Jonathan died... such crushing emptiness... but I would continue on... try..
If Jonathan rejected me... now... so much offered... needed.. lost...
Discarded. Again.
I wouldn't survive.
Silly musings...
...
Why do I shiver?
~100
~the end~