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Feelings trapped inside, an emotional ride, I cant abide by the rules of the game, I close my eyes and I feel ashamed of how I feel, I don�t know if anything�s real, who are you to steal my heart and then decide its wrong for me to confide in you and tell the truth, an honest revelation to clear the speculation and announce to all the nations that I have a crush. A simple crush. Not easily brushed aside but not of a size to act upon. Why do you feel it necessary to be quite contrary because the man you�ll marry feels its very threatening that I hold a simple crush? The fact of the act of honesty is that honestly, you mean more to me than most should. Does that mean I love you? No. Does that pose a threat to him in debt of your love? No. Should he feel insecure and do his best to procure us from contact for this act? No. Should I feel ashamed and inhumane for revealing the feeling I held? Am I to blame for anything inside you, for standing beside you, demanding happiness for you? All I hold is a simple crush. Enough to turn my heart to mush, but not enough to be called �In Love�. What time will bring only time can tell, but I�ll tell you that he can go to hell. |
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