Rent
The world as I see it comes to an end
From a pain like this my heart cannot mend
I�ve just bared you all, let everything loose,
And you�ve wound it all into a tight fitting noose.
I opened my heart, told you just how I feel,
But you just ate it up like a wolf with his meal.
You�re colder than ice with a heart made of stone,
You just stared right back and with a level tone
You told me that I was just a good friend
And that you never want all that we have to end,
And that falling in love is a sure-fire way
To completely destroy our friendship someday.
I heard what you said but I know what you meant
My heart has been drowned and my confidence rent.
I remember how I felt when the feelings first came,
How my heart started beating just by thinking your name
How I wanted us to spend forever alone
With our couple of kids in our comfortable home
Away from any kind of suffering or pain
We�d be happy together, free of all rain
Free of all clouds, all storms, all disaster,
And all the time my heart would just beat faster.
I hate what I am, not good enough at all,
Mirrors make me want to throw my head through a wall.
But I am better now than I was before you
You let me put heart into all that I do
Before I was nothing, not even a person
And it looked as if things would do nothing but worsen.
Then you came along, and brightened my sky
Gave me the will to live, when I know I should die
You were just so perfect�I fell in love with you then
If I�d only known I�d falling into the wolves den.
You are all that I needed, everything that I�d want
Beautiful, sexy, but too perfect to flaunt.
Brightness, care and sunshine poured out through your eyes
With a hint of tenderness that brought my heart back to life.
But all that has changed now, my soul torn apart
Your eyes now are nothing but poisonous darts.
Your beauty is more deadly than any curved blade
Your sunshine hurts more than the best rifle made.
That face, that beauty that had brightened my sky
Now makes me just want to lie down and die.
But I hope that through all of this, you�re perfectly fine,
And that you will remain happy and content for all time
That�s all I�ve ever wanted for you, only the best
And I know that I�m way below all the rest
I don�t deserve you, you don�t deserve me,
I bet it feels good for you to finally be free
Now you�ll find someone that feels the same way
Who wont just annoy you and will brighten your day
Who will make your heart stop, and lighten your sky,
And you�ll never make him want to lie down and die.
The two of you will be perfectly perfect together
You�ll be content and be happy forever.
I�ll fade away soon now; you�ll never look back,
I doubt you really care if you�ve left me intact.
The world as I see it has come to it�s end.
From the pain that I�ve felt, I�ll surely never mend.
