Last Night
It was there with me all day
in the back of my mind where
I tried to make it stay.
The questions you posed in
that sincere tone of voice
Until finally thoughts of your
invitation kept me from sleeping
Barely thinking of my actions,
I drove the route I knew as well
as my own name, hoping the sound
of my car in the drive would not
wake you before I found the courage
I searched for.
What seemed like hours passed as I
sat staring at your window, imagining
how you looked sleeping and what
dreams lurked beneath your closed eyes.

Must have been in some sort of trance
because I didn't see you come through the front
door and settle into the seat next to me
There we sat talking and not talking,
radio serenading us...lyrics capturing
everything we left unsaid.
Somehow your eyes sang to me those
words that never passed through your
lips...straight to my heart, re-igniting
flames that burned for you long ago.

You touched me in that innocent way
you always have, almost carelessly,
like your arm around my shoulder,
hands caressing my stomach, or tongue
tracing the outline of my mouth
where the most natural places for you to be.
I think you knew though, my reaction
was anything but innocent
that your touch moved me in ways that
made me want to surrender the inside of
me to every part of you.

Our past consisted of many chapters.
No matter the ending though, there always
seemed to be another story yet to be told.
From first love, to friends, confidantes,
back to lovers again..and again as friends
But to cross that path again, to begin a new
with you was frighteningly exciting
something I knew I wanted, but I wanted
this transition to be our last.

My mind told me to approach in small
cautious steps.
But my heart and my body wanted to take
long strides, leaps and bounds to feel
in the same space with me.
To just absorb whatever it is that makes
me feel so good when you're near.
There we sat, talking and not talking
lips moving, bodies listening
leaving nothing unsaid and no emotion
unexpressed.

RLT �2000
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