You are so precious to me . You have given me a wonderful life , three beautiful children and companionship for many years . To know that I will be leaving you is such a tragedy , it makes my heart so empty . I want you to know that though I will be gone , WE will always be together ! Together is the way we have always lived our lives and in my death it will still be that way . I want to take the time now to tell you that I'm sorry for the pain that I have caused you , there has been some . You have tolerated me all these years and I truely LOVE you . I know you will cry at my death , but please don't worry . I know you will survive , that is the nature of our lives .
I wanted so much to make your life more than I was able to do . In my heart you are the most beautiful woman that ever walked on this earth , my world did revolved around you . The years we have been together have been so enjoyable . It has to be only one thing < TRUE LOVE > . As I was not able to give you much more then that . Though we have seen so much through our eyes . The sparkle in your eyes never faded . You were always the the ray of hope , the reason to keep on going and living for me .
I have seen the world take advantage of you in so many ways . IT HURT ME DEEPLY . You never gave up hope of see-ing people in the way they should be , never the way they truely were . We have had many people come into our lives throughout the years that we have called friends . For a time they were , but it always came down to just you and me . Then the children came into our lives , our beautiful children , it was the most happy time of my life .
Now it is near the end of my time of life and the beginning of a new life for you . I will not be there to share it with you , I know I will always be in your heart !!! You must continue on for me and the children . Do not mourn long for me , there is so much that you will need to do on your own . Those words " ON YOUR OWN " . They speak true of my leaving you , but you will never be ALONE !!! " I WILL BE WITH YOU " |
