| There was a time when Maria and myself were alone in the world . Wondering if there was any good people left in it that cared . Then you came into our lives , showing us that there was hope for the human race . You became such a big part of our lives. We have never left anyone get so close to our hearts as we have let you . I am sorry we did not meet so many years ago when I was not mad at the world for what it has become .I was a very happy person at one time . LOVED EVERYONE !!! But most people look for weaknesses to exploit , I was a target , the changes that came over me was so sad . We left the world and stayed to ourselves. Now you are in our lives and heart and it makes me angry that I will have to leave . I struggle to keep my health and you help me keep my sanity . I have sat for hours waiting for the chance to chat with you . Knowing that there is a man that expects nothing from us , only giving . All you ever wanted in return was our friendship . It does my heart good to know the world is not lost to the users . I have oftened wondered WHY ??? What did you see in us that no-one else has ? Then I remember a time that was full of love for us . There is no rhyme or reason for our friendship and I do not care to know why we are . I am just happy that you are there and always will be there . I do not worry about Maria because I know if she needs anything , you will help her any way humanly possible . I want to thank you for that before I do not get the chance to . I know Heidi understands that we are true friends in our hearts . And she is a part of your life so she is a part of ours too . And that makes you very special !!! A TRUE MAN AMONG MEN |