But you cannot say that for real
You claim that you know how I feel
But that's all just too unreal
Nothing is nicer than grab the knife
And watch the blood slowly dripping down your arms...
Another cut
And more blood
Still I feel bad
But I have survived
I won this battle
The scars and wounds are getting closer towards my wrists
One thing makes me wanna live
I'm only waiting for that day to come
When I can slit my wrists
And let it all slip away
Everything will be gone and forgiven.
*'*'*
When I close my eyes, I can see you
You're smiling at me
Holding me in your arms
Saying everything will turn out fine
But that's just me, dreaming
Cuz when I open my eyes again...
You're gone
And so is my will to live
You helped me to carry on, even when it seemed like there was nothing left for me anymore
And that's how I feel now, when you're gone
I have fallen from grace, lost the meaning of my life
There's no place I can go and no one to help me now
So once again...
I close my eyes
Holding a knife in my hand, against my wrist
The last wound I will ever make
I'll dream away, let everything go
And never open my eyes again
*'*'*
I can see the blood floating in rivers
Tonights fight is over
Only one is still alive
With great pain, he's trying to survive
After realizing his home is gone, burned by the enemy
The last brave one becomes desperate
And sees no reason to live on
Waiting for his death
Tears are dripping down his sad face
Everything is gone
No need to ask for help
There is no one
His true friend, the one who took him to all of hif fight, his horse, is lying silently
The knight crawls to his brave stallion
The stallion is barely alive
Together they lie on the ground
The stallion took his last breath
His proud owner closes his eyes and waits
For days he lies there
Next to his dearest friend
Until he dies
And together they will be
Untamed and free
Forever with the wind
*'*'*
