| Falling In Love for angela who knows what its like Drank till our bodies are twice as heavy; half from dreams that were always unsteady, the other half from a life she created. I was too in love to try to save it. When drinking, I'm kissing the day away. When others left, my love was there to stay. I had no place to go, no place to stay but she kept me warm in blankets heavy. She took all of the pain and cold away and held me still when I was unsteady. Sometimes I thought that I wouldn't make it. She gave me reasons(lies she created) She was music perfectly created; in lonely silence her echoes would stay played sad songs until I couldn't take it. I'd dance, fall in love again(fall heavy) to another life, dancing unsteady. She serenaded my troubles away. High and dry, her music fades away. Crumble, collapse, my world she created, I stumble to a future unsteady. It's there I wonder how long I will stay. Two left feet, tripping from lives too heavy, All I can do is pray that I'll make it. I am scared, don't know if I can take it Shaking, snaking, my love she went away. This emptiness is getting too heavy and now I know what I have created. Scared of what I love, still I choose to stay. In love, I am blinded and unsteady. Alcohol, doc on call when unsteady. You gave my life mouth to mouth and saved it, took me in, "Too sick.", you said, made me stay, you cleansed my wounds and took the pain away. Wounds (real and imagined) I've created. You helped when my heart was feeling heavy. I cannot stay my love, I have to go away, I can't make it in this world that we created. My hand is unsteady and this gun is getting heavy... -Jonathan Garfield |