Where the Heart Is

Somewhere south of mildewed despair
(Within the vicinity of mid-western decay)
There sits a little superficial hometown
Which is visited often (not by me of course)
as if a vortex drew us in to a sinkhole of regenerated mistakes.

And all the while the residents obliviously
Go about their day with a knife and fork
Dishing out hash browns on greasy plates
While maintaining the charm and guile of
the repentant smithy whose hands are aching to help you.

Lost in hindsight I won�t be fooled anymore or anyless
By the gossamer nightgowns on a former prom queen.
I won�t lose myself in teary sentiments of how I gleaned
The righteous truths of rightful knowledge determined
for me as some pre-ordained ritual blessing as I set out into the world.

I will no longer admit the validity of visiting ambassadors
When they comment on the beauty of that lost haven.
I will relish and rest prayers on the phrase told to me
That one can never go back home.



But I look at the words I have just laid in these previous lines
And see the daggers dripping with the venom of resentment.
I realize I need not return, you see friends it is because

I carry home with me. 

And I cry.
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