by rachel spellman
Every dawn I wake up
?Dredding the day
A puddle of tears
Found where I lay
Another sleepless night
Full of things you used to say
Another fucking day
With endless price to pay
I will never be
The person you want me to be
I'll always be free
Cant take that away from me
This is how I thrive
The reason Im alive
I'll never pretend
You know that if you're a friend
People often tell me
The life's drained from my eyes
They dont know the half
All the bitterness and lies
How could they though?
They'll never know
I will never be
The person you want me to be
I'll always be free
Cant take that away from me
And you wont always be there
To occupy my blank stare
To tell me that you dont care
To remind me lifes unfair
Another sleepless night
Full of things you used to say....
A puddle of tears found where I lay...
Go away.
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