Parents that hated me and were full of rage,
I wish you had never been born I have been told,
Should have gone to sleep and never grown old,
Ny life has been a mountain of pain,
Living with nothing more to gain.
I wish i were dead whenever I wake,
praying to god my life to take,
Being cheated on twice no more,
Wondering what I was put here for,
Death a release from all this strife,
Oh please let me end this life,
I'll not be missed or even lost,
Think of the money the total cost,
A machine that has to breathe for me,
Let me go I want to be free,
This is not how I want to live,
As now I am nothing with nothing to give.
Let me die please let me go,
No she says, as I love you so,
How can you love what you cannot get,
now now lay still my pet,
I want to die but still want you,
Please help me decide what i should do.
Live for me if not for you,
Together my love we can make it through,
I want to hold you but can't you see,
Nothing works now strength has left me,
I can see the tears on your sleeve,
I will be a burden but for you I'll not leave.
I'll need you here to keep me strong,
And then for you I'll tag along,
I wont die but there is something I miss,
You lean forward and then we kiss,
I guess I am stuck here so what the hell,
Am going to fight so ring the bell.