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People has always known me as a gullible and superstitious girl, but I know where to stop believing and when to come out of the fantasy world that I know, doesn't exist. In past years, my friends have filled my brains with many things and thanks to them that I successfully am going on with my life with those wanted and unwanted information that they supplied. I have to admit that they are also responsible for the nightmares I have and the fear of ghosts and supernatural things. I never knew about the unknown world where they say that living things go after death, and the beliefs about black magic and the power of Evil.

Thanks to my friends again, that now, I totally believe in life after death, God and the power of Evil.

I was taking a nap when one of my friends called me. She told me that her sister and a friend had successfully contacted a spirit with the help of a page engraved with all the alphabets, numbers from 0 to 9 and a coin. She told me that both of them put one of their fingers in the coin and concentrated to call the spirit that they wanted, and after that, the coin with their fingers on it, moved by itself when the spirit showed up. I was not impressed of what I heard, and I know nobody would have believed it either, but she said that she saw the coin move by itself and that they would call the spirit again to make me believe it. So I was called in her house on Saturday. Even though I am a believer of things that people usually don't care to think about, it was something that I too was not very sure that I would find so real.

Curious and a little nervous, I went to her house. I met the girl and her sister who had contacted the spirit.

After a little introduction and chitchat, we decided to call the spirit (the name of the spirit is concealed for the sake of the family's safety). The same procedure that my friend had told me on the phone about was done to call the spirit. My friend and me sat on the bed holding hands and the girls started to concentrate, I was very scared then, cuz silence filled the room. After a few minutes, the unbelievable happened. I felt like my eyes were lying to me, making me see things that were scientifically impossible. The coin was moving by itself when the girls only had their tip of the fingers on top of the coin, and the coin was moving pretty fast. The girls asked the spirit questions and the spirit answered them all by moving the coin to the initials and forming sentences. I was in a blur then; I just sat there thinking about what was going on in front of my eyes. The spirit went on for about 2 hours, and at last the girls decided to take a break and asked the spirit to leave. Hoping that the spirit had left, we started to talk about what had happened. The girls told us that they could feel the coin getting heavier when the spirit made them feel his presence. It was pretty weird and strange, therefore we (my friend& I) decided to do it all by ourselves.

We sat there touching the coin by the tip of our fingers. The voice inside me was telling me to concentrate more and more, and I did just what it said. After a few minutes, my fingers began to shake, and once again, the miracle occurred. I could see that my friend was shaking hard too, her finger was not moving the coin and neither was my mine...the coin was moving by itself.

I don't know how a coin can move by itself and answer questions, it was chilling and very strange phenomena that we experienced. I know, it's hard to believe what you just read, but I swear to God, it was real, very real. I keep thinking about it every night and every day, but whatever happened, it has only made me more confident and very strong at heart. The spirit told us that there is God and heaven and the opposite as well. In everything we do, there's God watching us to help and to take us in the right direction. Our fate has already been written, and all we have to do is follow our heart and go on with the gifts that he has given us. The choice is ours, we can choose to be good and believe in God or we can choose to be nasty and believe in Evil instead, but whatever happens in our life, we just have to remember that "everything happens for our own good" and except the facts of life. The unlucky and bad things that we go through once in a while is just a test that God takes to know how much we have learned from all those experiences and troubles. We don't know what is going to happen tomorrow but we do know that it's a gift that we have so much inside us that we don't know but just waiting to be approved, we can live today by using our talents and making others feel good about themselves, being happy ourselves the same way.

It feels so strange that a living thing who has left it's body can teach us so much but us, who have everything and every chance of changing the things that aren't going right, are just waiting and laughing at others, rather than helping them or teaching them to be happy.

  The incident has made me more aware and wiser than ever before. I used to be shy and always thought of myself as an ugly duckling but now, after all that I've learned, I feel that everything that's going around in my life is for my own good and I am learning a lot everyday from all those ups and downs.

I just have to be optimistic and have faith in myself rather than in those people who makes me feel stupid and unworthy.

  I have learned my lesson and I hope you have learned something from this write-up too. Even if you don't believe what you just read, I certainly hope you've learned something, something wiser, and something worthwhile.

"Everything happens for our own good."

-Rebecca.