My older brother, Ben, is four years older than me. He's in the Air Force and living in Germany with his wife, Denise, and little girl, Elizabeth. I haven't gotten to see my niece yet, but I've talked to her on the phone and seen a pic of her and she's cute as hell!!! I can't wait to see her. I think Benny and Denise were like the High School sweetheart type couple. I've met Denise a couple of times and I love her very much. I'm definately impressed! ;) lol Denise is one of those people you look at and can know right off that you can tell her anything that's bothering you or going on in your life and she won't judge you for it. And my brother Benny is a brat. He shot me with a BBgun when I was 12! Can you believe it? Yeah, well don't... lol he didn't really shoot me, but when he was shooting at the fence it came back and pinged my finger. We didn't really get to know eachother when we were kids because we lived in different states but I love him and would never want to be without him or my Sister-in-Law or my niece.
My little brother, Dan, is five years younger than me. He's a royal pain in my ass! But I love him very much. He likes to get into trouble and he's good at it. Dan is your average "punk" teenager and he's even better at that. He's got his girlfriends and then he's got his GIRLFRIENDS. He's such a little stud! He's gotten into more trouble recently and he's actually doing really well for himself and maturing a lot... so maybe it's time I stop calling him my BABY borther. :)
My little sister, Connie Jean, is eight years younger than me and one of my best friends. She's going to be a teenager this year and she's just as confused as the rest of us were at that age... Goddess I love her too. :) She's a heartbreaker and she knows it too... but she doesn't really take advantage of it. lol But she did kick some guy in the calf at school for calling her "Sweet Thing"... that's my girl! **sniff** I'm so proud!
My Mom and Dad have been divorced for over eight years. At first it was real hard but eventually we saw that it really was for the best. And, in a way, it brought everyone closer than we used to be. Dad's had his share of girlfriends since then... what a Playa!!! :) Mom's boyfriend has been around since the divorce and is more of a Dad- or stepdad- than "Mom's boyfriend". -Love ya Mickey! Told you there was no escape! -
Right now I'm working as a live-in nanny for one of my best friends, Stacy and her man, Marshall. Stacy has three kids, one living with their dad. I watch Josh and Jenny. Josh will be turning ten months soon and Jenny is seven years old. I love it here and I love the kids. I think it was one of the best decisions of my life. I plan to start school (hopefully) next year at the local community college for Criminal Law... I love a good mystery. :)
I have a lot of wonderful friends that I wouldn't give up for the World, one of which just got out of the USMC and is now going to be moving to Cali and starting school there. - Love ya Chris. Welcome home.- I don't want to start naming my friends because I don't want to leave anyone out, but you all know who you are! I do have to give a shout out to a few though: Justin, Matt, Alison, Becky D., Tara, Marcos, Jake and Taylor... Forever in our hearts.
I don't like getting sympathy or special attention for this, but since this page is about me, I should add that I am a Lupus and Rhuematiod Arthritis patient. I'm not going to get into what, exactly, Lupus is but let's just say it isn't something you should wish on your enemies... well then again, I do have some pretty horrible enemies. ;). It's basically when your body can't tell the difference between good cells and bad cells and it creates anti-bodies to kill the bad cells but they actually end up killing everything. There's two specific types of Lupus: Discoid, which affects the skin, and SLE, which affects the limbs and organs. My mother has both, I have SLE. If you wanna know more about it, look it up. I'll put a link or two in the "Some of my Favorite Links" page sometime soon..
I'm also an ex-tweeker. For those of you who don't know what tweek is: crank, speed, crystal meth, coke... pick one, I've done them all and YES they are all different. Don't ask me how long I've been clean because I won't tell you. I know that sounds lame, but honestly when I start to think about it then it gets hard for me to keep saying no to it. It is hard... and there may be some people out there who are still tweekers saying "whatever" or some dumb shit like that, but you know what? I'm keeping it real. I know, I've been there. So to all of you haters out there or tweekers who think I'm talkint shit, piss off. I used to be the same way. I'd see people who talked about it and how bad it was and try to get other people to quit and I'd roll my eyes and load another bowl or fix another line while laughing. Screw that. Everytime I touched the shit my life fell apart and I'm not ready for that to happen again. I won't let it. I'm not trying to get anyone to quit, I'm just letting people know it is possible. It's hard as hell to sit here and type this and think "Goddess, I can NEVER touch the shit again for my WHOLE LIFE" and comprehend it without getting panicky or an anxiety attack but I did it to myself and now I have to live with it. But I can. And I will.
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