In The Beginning.. 1

Exhibition.. 2

Mind Fuckers. 3

The Hand That Guides. 3

How It Goes. 4

Drug.. 5

Selfish.. 6

Oblivion.. 7

What’s Love Got To Do With It?. 8

Miscarriage of Justice.. 9

From Love to Venus. 10

Comedians. 11

Face The Music.. 12

 

In The Beginning

Like animals do…

I left you standing in the heart of the town

By the taxi rank and you headed off into the night

And today I ran

Like animals do…

I never looked you in the yes the way I did tonight

I never felt this way before

I couldn’t help but open my mouth

Like animals do…

And today I feel so scared and sick

I’ll never eat again

Your face, smiling, keeps coming back

And the way your body shivered and shook

Like animals do…

I hate myself

I crush my lips and try and hide it far away

This is so sick, it scares me

It sickens me

I never want to see your face again

I never want to be myself again

I never want to be like animals do.

 

Exhibition

You want war – I’ll give you war

You want dreams – I’ll give you dreams

You want hope – I’ll give you hope

You want blood – I’ll give you blood

You want love – I’ll give you love.

 

You want clean air, mountains, blue skies

Fresh water running gently down the sides

Peaceful meadows, animal roaming quietly

Clear seas of blue and green

Nature at peace and harmony.

 

You want the night, so black and cold

Harder than steel, longer than your dreams

A darkness of infinity

Where lovers entwine forever; violins and wine

A sleep to last till the dawn, that may never arrive.

 

You want the hate that pulses deep inside

That boils and burns, paining to escape

Anger that leads to bigotry, prejudice and ignorance

Turning man against man, inside and out

That causes wars that can never be explained.

 

You want the touch of my hand upon your face

To soothe your tortured skin

Smooth away the torment and pressure

To hold you in my arms again

And shelter and protect against the evils that we make.

 

You want war and I’ll give you war

You want dreams and I’ll give you dreams

You want hope and I’ll give you hope

You want blood and I’ll give you blood

You want love and I’ll give you love.

 

You want drugs to escape this madness

Something to enjoy, to shut out the world

So personal, so real; a feeling

To forget the pain, misery and disease

This madman’s cure that we’ve created.

 

You want murder to justify revenge

The slaughter of babes because of a sign

Death of unbelievers, non-believers of a faith in your eyes

Harness destruction in the name of life

Embrace atrocity because of a name.

 

You want war and I’ll give you my war

You want dreams and I’ll give you my dreams

You want hope and I’ll give you my hope

You want blood and I’ll give you my blood

You want love and I’ll give you my love

You decide

You decide.

 

Mind Fuckers

Don’t force your weapons of mass destruction on me; don’t use them to justify peace

Who do you trust? Your mother, father, girlfriend, boyfriend husband, wife?

No one?

The newspaper, the television, the radio?

No one

Just yourself.

They justify their own ends, their own in glories

Mindfuckers

 

One royal marriage bust up equals tow mutilated horses equals five murdered Pakistanis in Wolverhampton, equals a coach crash in Italy, equals the ravages of war in Bosnia equals the starving continent of Africa

Mindfuckers

And high on the hill I stand proclaiming I am reborn, that I am holy and pure

Cleansed to worship his soul and to help others

Yeah help in religious fervour

Grenades and guns- hands reddened by the enemies’ blood

How can the murder of one be condones as a blow struck for the preservation of life

Armed evangelicals on the rampage open fire at the abortion clinic

Termination acclaimed for the rights of God and the rights of man.

And yes I too can proclaim to be the Son of God, the saviour of mankind

For I can lead to promised lands and with these the disciples will fall

Christen me and I’ll work miracles for you

Then crucify me with the nails I so desire and deserve

Mindfuckers.

Fortuitous moments of sanctity and sanctuary

Before the hell of dictators destroy the calm

Filling the minds of conditioned thoughts and movements

There is only one right way – one given path

Used to bully the weaklings and underlings into a subclass

Right wing and Left-wing ideologies and all in-between; the gap so small

The scope so narrow that all extremes must be eliminated

Mind fuckers.

So how can I launch myself into the night’s dreams?

Knowing that nothing exists, that everything that is real is only for a moment

Our lives are rules by memories and expectations, neither of which are reliable or that fail to materialise

How can I love when it is there for only a second?

When I know it never arrives or lasts

And a thousand agonies of hell exist

Waiting for the next trauma

The limit of ourselves is ourself

The limit of our minds is our mind

In fear of failure, of taking the chance

Why waste time worrying?

 

 

The Hand That Guides

This is the hand that held another

A symbol of love and dreams

But as you will know and as you can tell

Life is never what it seems.

This is the hand that led another

A gesture, an invitation to dance

But with two left feet, what can a boy do?

A let down to accidental romance.

This is the hand that wiped tears from the eyes

And cast pools of joy from despair

But all must halt when he cries

The hand to give comfort and care.

This is hand that picked the flowers

That grew inside her head

And all around eyes sank down

And children like petals were dead.

This is the hand that rang the bells

And stole the heart bell chimes

That caught the glittering smiles

Of a billion, million good times.

This is the hand that grabbed at gold

That reached for the sky

And schemed a dream

A dream to die.

This is the hand that let slip the chances

Away was snatched, far off the love

The grip that was broken

Of a measly, sleazy love.

This is the hand that ripped at flesh

Once so desirable, so ravishing pink

That strangled the last drop of sweet air

And all was peace and sorrow, to think.

This is the hand that wrote the letter

Scribbled, scrawled of the what when why

The hand that pulled the trigger

Liberating last thoughts of summer fly.

 

How It Goes

Hi there, it’s been a long time

Sorry, that I never got round to phone till now

I don’t really know what to say

But how’ve been doing anyway?

 

Me? Oh just a bit of this and that

I’ve been nervous, picking up the receiver

And putting it down again

It makes no sense to me

That it should be that way

Just like the old times

Letting you down again.

 

Do you still think about the way we used to be?

How we’d always be so close

And our love and blood would run free.

Yeah me too, but that’s just how it goes.

 

I thought I saw you a week last Sunday

You looked so good and clean and brilliant

Just like in the old days.

 

Oh, oh there’s something I must know

That I’ve been dying, dying to know

Did you love me?

Yeah a bit of fun, yeah that’s all it was

It didn’t really mean much

Although I still care for you; in a funny kind of way

Much the same as it was I suppose

All those years ago

But that’s just how it goes.

 

Can I just say I’m sorry?

That I never meant to treat like that

I’m sorry, so sorry I never meant to act like that

But that’s just how it goes.

 

Oh, before I go

There’s something you should know

It’s just that I’m dying and you’re dying too

But that’s just how it goes.

 

Drug

You can smile and laugh and say it’s in my eyes

That it’s all in the chemistry

That there’s always been a spark.

That this is just like a dream

And I can’t believe it’s happening

But this is real

And this is dangerous

You cannot get caught.

We can play happy families

We laugh at, and accept the boredom

We can pretend to play happy families

The saddest part, we accept the destruction.

Such a long-time

Such a lifetime.

Just one taste of you and I’m hooked

I need, I crave your sweetness

And when it’s over

When it’s gone

I lie awake in the darkness

And I need it more than ever.

The smell keeps coming back

Filling my blood and head

Just need to live for the next time

And when it’s over

I hate myself for this weakness

Try and wash away the dirt and filth

It’s just like a love in vein.

How can I be happy?

When there is no future

When all there is, is apocalypse?

A love in vain.

 

Selfish

I don’t want to be an answer

To a question of your faith

I don’t want to be the shelter

To keep you warm and safe.

I’m not looking for proposals

To complicate my life

I’m not looking for destruction

Or to use this carving knife.

I don’t want to be the solution

To help solve the boredom

I don’t want to be the hostage

The prisoner of the warden.

I’m not looking for the dangers

To complicate my life

I’m not looking for the excitement

To love another’s wife.

 

It’s just that I want you to myself

Not with that someone else

I want to wrap you up in my cloak

And wipe away the fear

And take you off so far away

So many miles from here

I’m so selfish.

 

I don’t want to feel this jealous

At the times we are apart

I don’t want to feel this angry

With all my soul and heart.

I don’t want to hear you tell me

That he took off your clothes

I don’t want to hear you tell me

That he made love to you.

I don’t want to feel this bitter

To wish that he was dead

I don’t want to feel this twisted

To wish I was him instead.

I not looking to a future

To forever kiss sweet lips

I’m not looking for tomorrow

And a sunset apocalypse.

 

It’s just that I want you to myself

Not with that someone else

I want to wrap you up in my cloak

And wipe away the fear

And take you off so far away

So many miles from here

I’m so selfish

So selfish.

 

Oblivion

And me in the midst of gloom

Standing in the master room

When conscience falls all about

The saviour fails to scream and shout

Through the nights of bleakest days

Armies march to mend our ways

To the truth and more besides

Hand in hand the funeral bride

Couldn’t even walk alone

Amongst the ruins of this homes

Crawling through the twisted reeds

On which the vampires turn to breed

Nighttime calls in through the door

From which you always wanted more

Even when the warmth subsides

The pleasant smell of love resides

In through the open window pane

All flow the thoughts of hates disdain

And in the mistletoe on high

The angels take their turn to fly

Sweeping on the heavens flares

Touching on the demons dares

No future here, to where? Nowhere

All take their turns to stand and stare.

And in the town at night I stalk

Dancing shadows halt to walk

All in the churchyard turning blind

Admissions made confessions signed

As the holy bells ring the chimes

We whistle tunes of better times

And as the seconds melt away

Grey illuminates the day

When sleeping bodies fail to wake

We close our eyes at our mistakes

The words you speak are the lies inside

Oblivion from and to the world outside

Don’t speak the same I want it more

Can’t keep the feeling from the door

Don’t say the words I want hear

Wrap you in these rags of fear

So we must part and walk alone

And squeeze me down to skin and bone

Now silence at the way we feel

To taste the trophies that are real

No feasting at a taste too much

Dreams die here, lying even such.

 

What’s Love Got To Do With It?

The Hollywood actress makes a joke

This film was sponsored by Columbian coke

It’s just about when Harry met Sally

No one thinks about the girl raped in the alley.

 

“Ladies and Gentlemen let me introduce to you in the red corner

A regular at the Arnold Schwarzenigger Arms

Ten pints a night, three shits a day

The ten second wonder from Suburbia

The reigning heavyweight champion from Absurdia

The prehistoric man himself…Everard Elvis!”

 

After Match of the Day on Saturday

Takes her hand for love and play

This holy of holy weekly ritual

The spiritual offering of conjugal nuptials

No romance and wine as the blubber does entwine

-Think of England, the washing line; it’ll all be fine.

This ceremony of blissful matrimony

A pagan performance with no rhapsody

Bring on the druids with embalming fluids

A domestic dispute with no shop stewards

But she doesn’t mind, she doesn’t care

If the only Harmony she has, is in her hair

“Go on” cry her friends, “give us a Sally”

The name of the game

The pathetic thing, she does it

Week in, week out acting just the same.

 

And the Hollywood actress laughs at the joke

This orgasm was sponsored by Diet Coke

It’s just about when Harry met Sally

And any Tom, Dickhead or Larry

In an old Macdonald’s restaurant scene

-Give us a dream, something that means

Sound effects by an all-star production team.

 

“And in the blue corner

From the bedsit land of a student’s sitting room

One of the finest academic minds

Read all the books, the plays, the films

Talks from his behind

A lifetime devoted to Human Biology

PhDs in psychology, sociology and fuckology

I give you the 1992 Olympic Freestyle Champion

Never without a new companion….. New Man Normann!”

 

Let’s get back to the future with the chicken korma sutra

Let me tie you up with flex

Then we’ll get the real joy of sex

Now I’ll have you on your side

It’s page 666 of the Lover’s Guide

We’ll go through all the chapters, each instalment

Then we’ll burn some eastern incense

Relax honey, don’t be so tense

Soon it’ll all be so intense

I’ll take you off to heavenly states

With my fun-pack of assorted Mates

Is it good? Is it nice?

Let me get some cubes of ice

Do you like it like that? Do you like it like this?

I promise you Babe you’ll soon be in divinely bliss

Is it aching? Are you hesitating?

What are you contemplating?

Now face the video; that’s fine

Now we’re doing it in time

With this performance we’ll win a BAFTA

-But wait hang on it’s a disaster

he hasn’t read the final chapter.

 

And the Hollywood actress laughs at the joke

This orgasm was sponsored by Diet Coke

It’s just about when Harry met Sally

And any Tom, Dickhead or Larry

In an old Macdonald’s restaurant scene

-Give us a dream, something that means

Sound effects by an all-star production team.

 

And as we come, to a close

Let me suck your sweaty toes

This is as false as heaven knows, as Cilla Black’s new streamlined nose

Can’t you understand, I’m not a one man band trying to make a stand

How was I supposed to know, it’s all like a show

And now it’s time to go

For heaven’s sake, it’s all just a fake

Of course, of course I don’t want to be this coarse

But is this just about intercourse?

I don’t want to appear lazy

Has the world gone crazy?

I was under the illusion; a little delusion, amongst this confusion

I’ve got a problem (I must wear a condom)

A problem that needs to be solved

I just thought that love was involved.

Miscarriage of Justice

In the Name of the Father and the mother too

Daniel Day Lewis and Peggy Sue

Bring back hanging and drag back the birch

For the innocent ones, there’s always the church

An outraged public want to settle a football score

Birmingham 6 Guildford 4

Fitted up and framed up

Banged up and locked up

I don’t want to make a fuss of this

But has there been a miscarriage of justice?

And I was on my own with no one else, y’see

It’s a simple case of mistaken identity

Said it was an open and shut case

An identikit picture of an old and shit face.

They wanted to know where I hid the dynamite

Get too close to the fire and it’ll burn your Armalite

Had to give ‘em a story and a main alibi

Public records, bank accounts all documents to falsify.

Fitted up and framed up

Banged up and locked up

I don’t want to make a fuss of this

But this is a miscarriage of justice.

I blamed a lover whose love I did smother

Claimed immunity, claimed a disclaimer

Said I worked deep undercover

Worked late at the office (by way of a pretext)

Strip searched by latex, plucked out a pound of Semtex.

A fight; the right, the legal mite

Got me out of this mess

All evidence was binned by the CPS.

Fitted up and framed up

Banged up and locked up

I just want to make a fuss of this

There’s been a miscarriage of justice.

But, …. I’m as guilty as fuck

I can’t believe my luck

Someone has died, but cos I lied

I can’t be tried and hung out to dry

The shock and the scorn, all the publicity stunts

“A charming little angel” with revolver down Y-fronts.

Give me the film rights; make it a thriller

A million dollar cheque for this scumbag killer.

It’s just there’s been a miscarriage of justice okay?

In justice, injustice, thank you all and have a nice day.

From Love to Venus

To Venus a lament to a lost vigil of grief

To all others joy of latent hope and belief

Ruler of a worldly, early ancient paradox

Covered in sores from another century’s pox

Smashed open time tarnished golden locks

Open the secrets of magical, mystical box.

Leadership, a virtue seen a quality

Follow in awe, come to equality

Infernal incantations beyond ostentation

Lifelike beings withheld consecration

Mere thoughts entice and savour scorn’s derision

Exorcise the cancer, malignant excision

Profound retribution from ancestral humblings

Fill in the void of glacial crumblings

Slam on the brakes; move to reverse

Cut off streams, paths traverse

Sombre clippings remain to ascertain

Orientation beyond distain.

Seducer of reason, enticer of seasons

Invoke the radiance of iridescent gleamings.

Detained with treason of primal pestilence

Narcotic paralysis; a renowned death sentence

Necrotic mover of an oblique physique

Neurotic winter sunsets held chill and bleak.

Warmonger! Harbinger of iconoclasm

Leftovers warmed in hell’s infernal chasm

Liberation of my mental libido

Sensuous, sedulous, holy placebo

Nineteenth nirvana of blandness inane

Protracted attack is all we complain

Anger I hate, in all I detest

Turbo dreams malfunction to manifest.

To Venus with love and Almighty above

Conscience curtailed from a bastard’s glove

A prop to provide, on someone I lean

Come to me soon my sweet libertine

With love to Venus and crimes most heinous

Tainted souls as no one could see us

Darling anarchists, loves, you sweethearts fight

Fuckers fight fuckers, tight tension tonight

Surrogate gypsies, squabble, urged to try it

All we want is love, work and riot

A riot! A riot! I want to incite

Inflicted, conflicted, a right to plebiscite

Bring stones and bottles and readers wives

Combat the tides from which all men strive

From love to Venus

From love to Venus

From love to Venus

From love to Venus.

 

Comedians

Rock n roll is dead because that’s what they say

Another art to whitewash, another tune to play

Geriatric rockers from the land that time forgot

Jagger and Bowie had their day, goodbye and that’s your lot

Send them out to the farmyards to old pastures to graze

But what we got to take their place? What’s the latest craze?

Where are the visionaries from the days of long hot Donna Summers?

What ever happened to heroes of Lydon, Weller and Strummer?

But we’ve got laughter! Comedy’s the name of the game

Joking little jokers have found their way to fame

Just like the good old days of laughing in the stalls

“I met her outside the pawnbrokers, she kissed me under the balls!”

With all our yesterdays of Jimmy, Bob and Bruce

New kids from the block swing down and start to kick it loose

Golden days of the London Palladium

Don’t need the old dumps; young jokers sell out Wembley Stadium.

So I sat and watched the telly to see what it’s all about

I fell asleep a dozen times and my dreams I did shout

“Did you ever hear the one about the you know what?”

I tried and tried to stumble on, but the punchline I forgot

So I forced myself to watch on to see what this lot’s got

My friend he had to prod me, when to laugh and when to not

He had to hit me sixty times but the prompts became pokes

My ribs turned black then blue, but I still didn’t get the jokes

So at half time at the interval I switched to the other side

And at the adverts I laughed so hard I nearly split my sides

My friend looked puzzled and perplexed

An attitude that made me vexed

“What?” he asked “makes you laugh?” I could see that he was riled

“I laugh at what I want to.” I replied with pride

“Give me Eric and Ernie. I’m the one to decide.”

“But they’re old fashioned, they’re boring!” he winged and cried

He wasn’t laughing. “They’re not hip!”

I decided to split my sides then I split his lip.

 

So how the hell are we here?

Caught in the sterile confines of a silly jesters stale mate

You see our leaders are grey men and blandness is our fate

Need to grab some excitement before it gets too late

Grey people for grey times, at least Thatcher had some balls

Two more than Major’s cabinet and their “Back To Basics” calls

Where’s the colour? Where’s the passion?

Not just a one second wonder as a radical fashion

Go cut a calf in half and call it an art

As much creative capabilities as Kellogg’s cardboard Pop-tart

Pompous little posers all out on the take

Multi-mega dollars, just art for art sake

In times of recession integrity faces the chop

In the sea of banality the crap floats to the top.

 

And the comedian smiles and milks the applause

Non-hero worship he’s forgotten the cause

And the audience stands and shouts, “encore!” and “mores!”

Not tonight though, it’s not in the contract clause

And he’s laughing all the way, all the way to the bank

Because the joke is on us; we’re the ones to thank.

Ha bloody ha.

Face The Music

Lets’ face the music and dance

A fairytale couple to romance

And what a dance they did

And what a comeback they did

Jayne and Chris on ice

They’ve done it twice

They seduce and entice

Oh isn’t it nice?

They dance to perfection

Flowers show the affection.

Now we wait for the score

It’s got to be sixes, if not more

But wait! Hang on! Boos ring out

“Only five point five from that flaming judge

Look he’s German; they always bear a grudge!”

And the crowd get angry and a chant goes up;

“Two World Wars and One World Cup!”

Fixed and robbed and ultimately cheated

They stand dignified, bowed, but defeated

And the national press carry on the fuss

Jingoistic, nationalistic – everyone hates us

The public outraged; they wanted much more

The Germans are always out to settle a score

It’s participation that counts, winning doesn’t mean much

Mr Assenmacher robbed us against the Dutch

Even at cricket we’re not destined to be winners

Cheated by Indian ball-tampering seamers

We’re not part of Europe, never was, never will be

Isolation island mentality, surrounded by sea

In nine hundred years no one’s conquered this land

Now the Channel Tunnel penetrates virginal England

Don’t want intercourse with our Motherland

Foreigners hates us it ought to be banned.

But let’s get back to Torvill and Dean

They skated superb just like a dream

Moving ten years on from a lost Yugoslavia

To the ethnic divisions of in Central Bosnia

And amidst all the fuss and hullabaloo

A farewell performance given to Sarajevo

Children run saddened caught up in poverty

Ski runs transformed into makeshift cemeteries

Bullet scarred taverns where they once stood to drink

A tank depot exists on the once great ice rink

An Olympian spirit of a united nation

Now a country divided full of confrontation

So much has happened in the last ten years

Neighbours fight neighbour confirming our fears

Thank god we’re too busy hating everyone else

No time left to fight amongst ourselves

No more War of the Roses or North against South

But don’t hold your breath as I open my mouth

It couldn’t really happen here, we’ve nothing to fear

Could it really happen here?

So in the meantime let’s take the chance

Let’s face the music and dance.

(Make love not war.)

 

 

 

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