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| DEAR FATHER Dear father if you could only hear my silent words I say. If you could only see the tears my heart crys for you. If you could only feel the pain and emptyness I feel, The prayers that I have prayed everynight in hopes to make you understand. Im sorry father I have disapointed you, Im sorry I have failed to live you dream you dreamth I would live. Dear father everynight before I lay me down to sleep I pray that you would accept me and love me once again as you once loved your little boy. How I yurn to see that twinkle in your eye when you used to speak about me. If you could only feel the pain my heart feels to know the first man in my life who promised to love me no matter what no longer exsists in my life, to know the love that was once given to me unconditionaly was now taken away from me. Oh dear father why cant you understand? Why cant you accept it? Father if you could only hear these words I say to you today I ask you to listen carefully and learn to accept what might be right for you might not be right for me!!!Dear father im sorry i have failed your dream. Your little boy loves you always!!! RPG 5-20-00 IF I If I could take back everything I have ever done, Would it matter? If I could take back all the words I told you, Would you never hear them? If I could take back all that I have put you through, Would you care? If I could take back all the pain I have caused you, Would you never hurt again? If I could say im sorry would, Could we be again? If words could be less harsh,Would it still cut you? If life was simpler, Would we never hurt? If pain was less painful, Would we still cry? If love was more loving,Would we smile? If answers to these questions were so much more simpler,Would life be worth living? RPG 3-25-01 |
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