REALICIDE
YOUTH RECORDS
SX lyrics, Nina
Wright 2005
you can’t
make me weak like you
who
clings to the money and lack of virtue
you just
want a curtain over you
you just
wanna hid your suit
i don't dig jewelry or fancy cars
television
shows, temporary thrills
no
telling who you are
and
silence will come with all the bills
i was not destined to lay in front of a
screen
lifestyle
doesn't fit you
lifestyle
doesn't fit me
so quit
trying
i'm not a doll
and you can't change me
PASSENGER
scrambling
for the green in the community box
mold
creep between sidetracked thought
lost
faith in posture, merely insect loss
for the
penniless sloth, erect on her cross
sentiment
a stir, a lost cause
greener
grass to you is getting higher
screaming
independence in your platnium diaper
and
things just got colder as the sun sets lower
and the
weight on her shoulders holds her down
light as
a feather but she ready to drown
and dig
herself deeper underground
another
ladder to climb
a
personalized cage to fit her
as she
falls behind in a focused blur
lost
ties to owned addiction
tension
stabbed alike as i listen
and you
put a new face on zombie
your
plans represent individual robbery
plastic
symbolism that it used to bring
lifelong
bond promised by a gift of beads
jokingly,
we'll heed to abort
hanging
passenger by a loose string
thats our story cut short
FATHER FIGURE
dismantle
the amusement park
shine
light on the tall tale farce
the crib
is empty, crowded under laughter
the
cloud of booze that you chased after
the
phone doesn't ring but how would you know
the
world goes black before your afternoon show
dismantle
the amusement park
tell
unconditional love
it's an
ugly fuck
hold a
magnifying glass to this man
see his
dignity flaked
he has
no say
with his
choke chain collar
he only
stands to fall into his grave
ORPHAN OF
three cheers
for democracy
pull the
trigger on the hand
dividing the
battleground of man hate man
is this a
dream?
is it innate
hatred
or a
ringleaders command
is this the
real world?
give it up!
give it up!
baby boomin, crystal shootin
dare to
dream! dare to dream!
...they want
me to drop their bombs?
they want me
to drop their bombs
have me
cringe with guilt
arrest prisioners of poverty
wait
defenseless in the silt
because here
the civilized sleep in silk
and live off anything
a barbarian built
believe to
prosper with privledge
sacrifical
dragging of white picket fences
belief to
prosper with privledge
by now my
dreams are lost
they gonna cost
they're
listless
cos no
man knows his place when he bends anothers fate
and i just cant relate to the genocidal haste
lay back,
fill their wastes, their plates
lay back and
serenade
this is
commercial competetion congregation
building
freeways with the bodies of the alienated
but if we
could stand together
we could be
like the pearl immersed inside the clam
fabricating
itself from a grain of sand
give it up!
give it up!
baby boomin, crystal shootin
dare to
dream! dare to dream!
is this the
real world?
SNAKE EYES
romance the
life of the unseen
return to
routine
smiling and
shifting
SORROW OVER
LUST
love, ha!
sorrow over
lust, lust over sorrow
so you wish
to swim in the shallows of sorrow?
cripple,
hollow
live as if
you expect tomorrow
indulge in
apathy and self-loathing
how easy to
become an emotion
no self
control
pick up after
yourself
or patrol a
passive fist
love, ha!
lust over sorrow
concentrating
on your self
you know,
selfish intent
dwelling on
the abyss
as the abyss
flows into you
men are more
with no emotion
than the
fragility of their doubt
and it's easy
to fall victim
but you get
back up
and
neutralize the given
you know,
selfish intent
dwelling on
the abyss
as the abyss
flows into you
you say life
is painful and euphoric
i crave
the revelations an the abuse
love, ha!
sorrow over
lust, lust over sorrow
so you wish
to swim in the shallows of sorrow?
cripple,
hollow
live as if
you expect tomorrow
indulge in
apathy and self-loathing
how easy to
become an emotion
no self
control
pick up after
yourself
or patrol a
passive fist
love, ha!
lust over sorrow
concentrating
on your self
you know,
selfish intent
dwelling on
the abyss
as the abyss
flows into you
shift into
the centerfold
searching for
a savior
people cling,
sting, and stagger
nearly wish i had a god
have a little
faith
a little
fraud
sit on my
knees just like a dog
and cleanse
your sordid feet
SMILING
when i caught sight of you
i knew
you wouldn't be a stranger
our lives to
be provoked
to be more
than clothes-hangers
smiling as
they eat their cake
the world
turns black end our fate
keep the
animals in cages they will be safe
smiling as we
eat our cake
shut your
mouth and open your legs
show the
world you're not depraved
smiling as
they eat their cake
smiling as we
eat our cake
PROSTRATION 101
(words originally by Mike Shaffer, used for SX phase 1 set)
before you
begin prostration
make a
personal commitment to kneel completely
this is a
time to surrender
there are
many different prostrations
my suggestion
is to begin worship of cheap plastic shit immediately
children in
to satisfy
your need of cheap plastic shit
do not
despair when cheap plastic shit inevitably breaks
hush your
corn fed children a while
for more
cheap plastic shit is on the way
make jello and insert into your spine
resistance,
rebellion, dissent
only cloud
the prerecorded television address
that narrates
your life in full technicolor brillance
the head
should be disregarded
who are you
to believe your own expierence
a plastic
sack has been generously provided
if you bring
your head in a plastic sack to any local Walmart
they will
give you more cheap, plastic shit
keep your
food hole wide open
keep your air
hole tightly pinched
keep your
asshole at home where he belongs
be aware of
your tv, its safer than reality
everyone is
beautiful but you
whatcha gonna do?
eat eat eat
starve starve starve
drink drink drink
your so dumb
your hip
exhale
theres
poison in your well
every child
is a little death
growing over
you
embody the
moment with borrowed inspiration
you never had
a chance
if you begin
having other thoughts never fear
theres a
myraid of chemical concoctions that are garunteed to
rob you of
all desire
smile, bitch,
smile, three a day
now what'd
you say??
smile, bitch,
smile, three a day
your snideness is a cover
your perfect
vision died in blood emblazoned
by beheadings
and machete
while you
were shopping for the perfect jeans
join the
army, join the army, join the army...
watch overgrown,
overpaid men run around a barren field in the bitter cold of winter
chasing a
dead pigskin
they are
beautifully vicious, lovingly obscene
i want
them, you want them
are you dead
yet?
maggots and
mammon mammon mammon and
maggots
everyone is beautiful
but you
eat eat eat
starve starve starve
drink drink drink
your so dumb
your hip
exhale
theres
poison in your well
every child
is a little death
growing over
you
complaint is
a luxury of the rich
you bred
you served
bought what
you were told
sold whatever
paid
you died
had an
expensive funeral and buried in a plastic urn
but you just
never know what you never sought
you never had a chance to stand
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