REALICIDE YOUTH RECORDS

Robert Inhuman

Lyrics 2003

 

 

* WHO’S CIDE ARE YOU ON? (Realicide “Go! Go! Immolation!”)

 

out of time

i want to be alive

and know life inside til i'm dead

"i'm wet through my pants again" she said

almost out

almost out of life

runs out

of time

i don't want to stop you

i want to stick my fingers in you and

kick hard life through this

death affirmation

hype and energy

and it's the energy the power to know you're right

(speedcore)

hype and energy

death death affirmation

kicking hard life

lifelong life-granting car crash sick and cide

this is for you the next wave

you can find a voice or fucking die

 

 

 

 

* BUCK UP and H.U.R.T! (Realicide “Go! Go! Immolation!”)

 

my scars aren't human blood

they're not there

i can't believe how slow i am

human fucking body

the suspension of death

it's kept away from me

fashion cripple

judged by blood inside your body

as that shit washes around inside your body

 

 

 

* THE ROMANCE OF IMPOTENT WHIMPERING (Realicide “Go! Go! Immolation!”)

 

i'd kiss your feet as they walk on my face

and lick the cold clothes that once contained your skin

i've finally become absolutely the same:

anti-romantic and self-immolate

emmaciated motherfucker too cool to care

you get stabbed in the face, i don't fucking care

about your life you scum cause it subtracts from mine

and let me tell you something sucka, i am willing to die

...yo i've learned to live in favor of a lifelong pain

my time is charity - a game called whimpering for miracles

to tell me what to say

speaking looking thinking the wrong way

make up your mind, make up your mind

and let me tell you something sweetheart

i am ready to die

that's my goal

and "I can leave so that loved ones don't know"

E Z cum E Z GO!

 

 

 

* SPEEDCORE SPEEDWRECK (Realicide “Go! Go! Immolation!”)

 

i'm in love with this here

you can't bully us

you can't stop this speedcore trainwreck

terror terror terror

 

 

 

PERFECT, PRIZED POSSESSION (Realicide live 2003-04)

 

lying there beside a sleeping angel

the slender muscles of her back

subtly breathing beneathe a thin t-shirt

she does not know i see her this way

my life always needs convincing

but i'm always willing to give it away...

 

i could make you feel better than you ever have before

 

but if i can't touch you

i don't want to feel the world breathing down my neck

if you won't let me in your room i'd rather stay

on the street reciting wasted lovesongs to the cold cement

this city is a slave to exploit for one reason alone

when i've got one but you keep it from me

this city is shit and i don't call it my home

but wherever you are that's where i want to be

 

this is my last chance

i'm not going to live much longer

and it looks like this will turn out like a tease

i've been here before

"and you alone do I adore"

life is over

this kid does not notice me

 

i could make you feel better than you ever have before

 

if i can't touch you

i don't want to feel the world breathing down my neck

when it's hard enough to live without regret

and know that something i've said has fucked me over

and she's never gonna give me a chance to feel her skin

her stomach stretches as she yawns while i grow thin

(that's where i want to be)

 

...pre-sexual motherfucker

kissed for the first time

your body was perfect for whatever that's worth

and when i awoke you were still warm to the touch

 

i hate the boys and men that hang around you

rapists, shithead motherfuckers, burnout pushers and

drunken sadist rapist users

let me try to be bold

and say that i've got different plans for you

this city is a slave to exploit for one reason alone

when i've got one but you keep it from me

this city is shit and i don't call it my home

but wherever you are that's where i want to be

 

..."do you looovve me? do you LOVE me?"

now that i can motherfucking cut myself without flinching

while i'm saying fuck you kids

you're on your own, you're on your own, you're on your own

learn to deal with it 

 

 

 

OVER/LIFE/OVER (Realicide live 2004)

 

i want to feel alive

watch you try to stop me from living life

it's not right

this is not enough sometimes

 

my future, my future, my future is fkkked

gotta keep this shit in check

don't get fatally bucked

 

how old am i and how old will i become

waiting to see

waiting waiting waiting to get some

 

life runs in and out

over - life - over

all gone ripped off

afraid of breathing oxygen

afraid of health

 

(no future)

 

 

 

* LOOK AT ME; I'M FILLED WITH BLOOD (“post C.O.M.H.”)

 

see these fingers -

they belong inside you

and see my eyes meant to rest upon the color of your skin

my heart - the center of my heart holds blood that adores you

as you walk in front of me

as you sleep apart from me but in arm's reach

in the right world i would wrap around you and you around me

 

love -

is the center of my heart filled with the cum i've drawn from you

 

 

 

* COME WITH ME TO THE HOSPITAL THIS TIME (“post C.O.M.H.”)

 

she's drunk again and i'm a crutch

i'm a kiss on a sleeping girl's face secretly

if i don't sound hateful when i speak you cannot hear me

my mouth is just a frown cast in frozen cum and blood

like "i'm miserable - this is cause for celebration"

go go immolation

even as my wounds will heal

i'm anxious cause there's much more where that came from

stop thinking and move fast without thinking and i'll be

hardcore gabbergore into the fucking hospital once again

 

(push your tits together around my broken heart)

 

 

 

* SO YOUNG, BUT SOMEDAY WILL OWN A GUN (“post C.O.M.H.”)

 

so young though i've died

waiting for a body like your's to fit inside the larger pores

she is a knife that i kiss in my sleep

and i want her so bad as she cuts into me

  

 

 

* NOT A PERV LIKE YOU (“post C.O.M.H.”)

 

I'm not going to be a pervert like you

purity - purity - fucking joke you're so stuck onnn petty shit

do you really want music dominated by scientists??

and rich passive cleancut pricks without passion !!!?

for raw raw raw

anger sadness excitement

real; hands-on, motherfkkker

 

_energy energy anger sadness

real and hands-on, motherfkkker

go! go! motherfkkker!

 

 

 

* ALL NIGHT I THINK ABOUT WHAT YOU WANT (“post C.O.M.H.”)

 

i'm wrung out

alive enough to be very nervous

waiting waiting - waiting waiting

timid violence to pass the time tomarrow

and it makes petty shit to think about all night

i think about what you want

 

trial and error to arrouse some cunt

 

life is a fucking tar pit

life is a fucking tar pit

if i remember right summer was a bullet always entering a body

the center of my heart pumps hard enough

to push my voice above that of this world's gun

 

i tried to sink my teeth into you

i lived as hard as i could because i was insane during summer

and wanted everything about you very badly

 

i am hollowed out now

slower - slower - my heart recoils

all my blood - all my blood - repossessed now

"this is not life" (-quote from the movie "I, Zombie")

this is the same thing i'd already known

no new life like i had hoped for and depended upon

slowed almost to a stop

no blood, no girl, no speed by which to seem alive

i am hollowed out

this is not the summer, this is after that

 

 

 

PROSTITUTES ARE POST-HUMAN (written w/ Sweatersplash, No Candy 2003-04)

 

damn it

the prostitutes around here dress nice

monster, monster

post-human madness

 

looking for a good time with no strings attached? - fuck me!

 

tease me!

tease my shaven monster!

 

i don't bite back

dress me up like a christmas tree and rip me in half

let me run the extra mile...

i hope someday i'll get fucked so hard i die

i've already fucked a drill

 

i'm a shocking prostitute

take me apart like a puzzle

who said prostitution is dead?

i give head; i give head

 

 

 

VAGINAL EPIFANY (No Candy 2003-04)

 

the first time i got tentacle-fucked

i knew my role in this world could never see the light of day

i have a feeling my high school diploma will just read:

"camel toe carcass with a cock for my harness"

 

retractable teeth

my glossy smile is an aphrodiziak

now i'm fourteen with a mouth like a zip-lock bag

 

 

 

THE GREEN GHOST (No Candy)

 

this costume is shown for an example of our abilities

to puppetere this one is a lot of fun

the tongue comes out as the mouth opens

the mouth and eyes light up for those dark moments

this ghost can also slime you

all these and more can be put into your costume

 

 

 

TENTACLES BOUNCE AND POUNCE IN AND AROUND MY CANDY (No Candy 2003-04)

 

do you like seeing my shoulder

my golden skin, the strap of my baby blue underwear

then hold my hand

which naturally secretes pink lotion upon the touch

 

my fucking weird anatomical anomolies

my pre-destined role in morbid sentuality

a body designed to barely be able to wear clothes

makes my anxiety and sadness alien and unknown

 

 

 

EUGENE FLETCHER OWNS (written w/ Sweatersplash, No Candy 2004)

 

Eugene Fletcher tried to snag my roomate's candy

his eggtooth has gone sweet

he's after candy, any that he can get

he pumped me full of pills that made my pussy wet

 

 

 

GIVE ME YOUR C.T. OR GET NIPPED BY MY EGGTOOTH (No Candy 2003-04)

 

punch me in the clit

yes i will cum on your fist

if you're a girl with round tits

and not a care in the world

 

american hentai slut gone speedcore

and i'll fuck you for free if you call me a whore

i'm your's, i'm your's

a sexlife covered in sores

 

 

 

FOZ IS NOT A SHEMALE (No Candy 2003)

 

foz is not a shemale

you are

you are a cotton-picking shemale

you bastard

 

foz -

foz, are you a shemale?!

no! no! no!

 

"I.. am.. not."

 

 

 

CLIT HOSTAGE (No Candy 2004)

 

*** i love you

see the knives in my face

in my eyes knives poke through

 

(guitar solo; drum roll...) clit hostage!!

 

...so one way or another that's another kid snuffed

once we're freash outta lust just let the dirt swallow her up

when i got my eyes on another girl's body i see

a teenage mutant condom motherfucking murder-2-be

and one way or another i'll clean up this earth that's for sure -

guardin' it up; keepin'it secure...

 

 

 

CUMMING INTO A JAR FULL OF INSECTS (No Candy 2004)

 

get wet get wet

my skin is almost impotent

not respected as i try to call you lover

you must know i'm infected

 

wait

wait

not yet not yet oh

wait

 

spraying down insects

 

 

 

EARN MY CANDY (No Candy 2003-04)

 

i'm a hentai prostitute

with a broken heart and a slippery little cunt

full of assorted candy

and several vaginal creavaces on my chest

 

i cry at the sight of cock

although i have yet to find a better way to get fucked

and i don't want your money but there's a catch

i'll only service girls aged 12 to 28

 

 

 

YOUR UNHINGED JAW IS FULL OF MY CANDY (No Candy 2003-04)

 

when i'm old

i won't be able to do this

i will struggle to live

and convince myself that i ever did

 

my body is a place to keep your dick

when you're not using it

as i spit blood on your chest

blonde hair

battery-powered heart-breaker underwear

salivating - dialating

on the highway

pushing tight whips while respirating

for one reason alone

i will make you cum in a ditch in the road

 

yes yes yes yes

i'm not old yet

 

 

 

I'M SLIPPERY; IT'S TIME TO BURST (No Candy 2004)

 

fuck me

i said fuck me - no candy slut

trained by slimer to know what is up

vaginal pockets i said

fuck me

my name is the no candy slut

"i don't fuckin care what people fuckin do..."

 

"you stupid slut; you piss me off

suck my fucking dick

i wanna die

suck my living hell

suck my fucking dick"

    (lyrics from unknown author of "Suck My Dick" bootleg on MPLR Rec.)

 

 

 

THY MUMMY'S PECKS (written w/ Sweatersplash, No Candy 2004)

 

you can't crush this -

hard pecks

i am from the ancient past

 

i got a hard chest and am a mummy

so put your pussy on tilt

you teen pinball groin-ditch

 

you lap this up - don't you?

m-m-m-mummy

 

 

 

SECRET SLIMER (No Candy 2004)

 

standing there

all by my fucking self

slimer oh

how does he do it so well?

 

she looks so good

with those lime green candy cunt lips

i wanna get up in you

green ghost gotta get on it!

 

slimer show me how!

slimer let me touch it!

 

we spray thee

slimer and me

 

 

 

WE ARE P.C. (No Candy 2003)

 

where is all the sweet candy at

i don't see shit 'round here

614 ain't got no carnivores

sugar-coated carnisaur

 

punk starvation

dedicated midwest pornocore

speed up or be bucked

pinch my fuzzies

or i'll pinch your fucking life

 

join us! join us!

 

 

 

(No Candy 2004)

 

slimer has to suck bigfoot's dick

while bigfoot gets tentacle-fucked by slimer

slimer and bigfoot - rescue rangers

 

 

 

BUCKED AT BIRFF (written w/ Sweatersplash, No Candy 2004)

 

i'm being born

whoa!

*bang!!

 

it was a case of mistaken identity

the doctor hates shemales

but i was NOT born a shemale

 

what could be worse

than getting bucked at birth

...who knows?

 

 

 

LUBED UP WITH YOUR TINY TEARS (No Candy 2004)

 

yo my dick is a calloused strip-searcher cop to crop that dignified skull

outta the picture fucking scab-ribber wrapped up like a hole-healer

my disguise hides heinous eyes for a life of excitement, crashed cars,

big gold stars awarded for stabbing these sweethearts before, during, and after sex

and hey i hope that's cool cause you know you might be next to be

put in fucking check like X's on your lips

X's on that candy spot on your soft young neck

then that's it baby you be fukkking in your death bed

 

...and shines down on red yeah that shimmering rot

those eyes in her head ha glassy black dots

well you spray paint that hole some flesh tone

and not even her own parents would know

and her boyfriend well, living or dead,

what he wants she's still got...

 

 

 

SUBHUMAN SKULL 2: THE NEW BATCH (No Candy)

 

watch out

gotta watch the fuck out

you're a bitch - i found out

...not fully developed

look i swear i'm working on it

 

don't you blame me

subhuman skull

and i warned you before

don't cross my ectoplasmic posse on a night like this

 

 

 

KING LUBRICUNT (No Candy 2004)

 

your tomestone got a dick on it

what kinda life did that slut live?

how much love can a motherfkkker like me really give

when i got a itch that a strach while i'm breakin' ya ribz!

oh fuck yeah -

 

aw fuck that a lot

rackin'em up

gives Adolf H-bomb cause to shut the fuck up!

slashin' dem chicks

like the motherfkkkin' orkin man gasin' ticks

my baby's feet tied to some bricks

while she gives head to some fish (oh yeah)

 

yeah, your life gets pinched

got some girl's blood in my hair that's an obvious hint

 

 

 

LIFELONG SUCCUBI

 

hold my hand although it has already fossilized around a phantom dick

when i try to spend my time around you it should be clear that i'm sick

unchanging, everlonging to know the warmth of your singed and bandaged life

i'm rotting, i'm rotting - generic eyes stuck on teen succubi

 

 

 

* I WANT TO KNOW LIFE (untitled w/ Mike Miller)

 

if i can't touch you

i don't want to feel the world breathing down my neck

when it's hard enough to live without regret

and know that something i've said has fucked me over

and she's never gonna give me a chance to feel her skin

her stomach stretches as she yawns while i grow thin

 

lethally sweet

depression lifts off of me as i bleed

now these songs rain down raw scars on my body

i've read the book on life

and i'll tell you we can burn that book tonight

if i want to know life i'll look at your body

and if i want to know love i'll listen to myself describe you

but my voice wears a condom

protected and careful and shy

if you're looking for an antedote you might not need to waste your time

see i'm neutralized to the untrained eye

 

 

 

* ALLY (untitled w/ Mike Miller)

 

ally angel, take off your clothes and bat your eyes

i'm in jail for a long time while the

shining tone of your legs and waist slowly dull down

this is too bad, too bad, i want you so bad

 

 

 

* (untitled w/ Mike Miller)

 

this is not the life i want - a crude rendering

my hands are both broken

i'm in love

i'm beneathe the surface of the planet earth

my days are numbered

 

 

 

* SUCULANT STYLE (untitled w/ Mike Miller)

 

though my sweetheart's skin is perfumed with depression

i've been dreaming of her lips

leaving delicate and lasting impressions

and i think that i can help but think about this

this is hell, this is me sinking

in the world - a great muscle

swelling up around to crush me

fucking down for the count

suculant, unfulfilling style

i have found blood waiting to exit me

this brittle shell

my body shouldn't be smothered out so easily

 

 

 

* DO I SOUND PROUD OF MY LIFE? (untitled w/ Mike Miller)

 

i have to base my life on something beautiful

the awareness of a girl like you is basically the air i breath

i'm not proud of how i speak but these dull words do represent me well

enough to erode a skeletal dignity which let me tell you doublecrosses me

the scabs on my naive back still stained with red tears shut the fuck up

no one cries out of holes in their back

but if you like that vicious melodrama you'll like the sound of that

 

revenge - depression - doublecross advantage<

the latest retro-melancholy fantasy escapism

 

i don’t think of loved ones when i notice myself breathing and awake

revenge – depression…

 

 

 

* RAW WAR (untitled w/ Mike Miller)

 

i don't want to win a war

what the fuck is a war?

raw raw raw - raw raw

but within the confines of a callous palm

 

raw raw raw war

we all wanna fight but who're we living for

orders from a faceless authority

decisions decisions - i'll decide for my self

when i'm gonna fight and die

live live live a life

 

 

 

* HERE'S SOME GABBERGRIND FOR YOUR PUSSY WHILE I'M BLEEDING (“Endless Robbery Inside Candy Affection”)

 

(she didn't even notice the blood on my shirt

that felt good

here's the road to keeping on tempo with the beats)

smash your fists through some glass

cause it's just like knives but psychologically easier to try

 

and i like it when i've got some blood on the outside of my body

and i will teach myself to live this way and carry on...

 

i'd lick your pussy any day

anything to make you cum

anything to have you stay with me

as i hold you in my arms

hold you by the lips as you cum

i'm so fucking serious

that would be

so much fun

 

 

 

* ALL NIGHT I THINK ABOUT WHAT I WANT (“Endless Robbery Inside Candy Affection”)

 

someday you're gonna feel my blood on your hands

someday you're gonna feel my hands in your hair

violence violence violence -! -! -!

i just wanna spend some time with you

all night, every fucking night

nobody needs to know

life isn't worth this youth forced to slow me down

i'm bored

i'm bored

violence violence violence

 

...can i come over

can i put my arms around you

before this game blows over

tell me that you want me to

 

all night i think about what i want

 

 

 

* YOUR TIME IS UP, ASSHOLE! (“Endless Robbery Inside Candy Affection”)

 

"com'on! hold me in your arms!"

i will not burn your underaged skin

small hands to hold a light-sensitive heart in

fold yourself up, turn into a ball of warmth

and sleep for a while in my skull

which seals tightly around the touch

my mind blankets over you like a callous

from time to time dripping words so nice

into cassette tape cases inside my skull-of-a-room

i keep to myself but will still respect you

you're beautiful

and i wish i had told you that last time we met

 

 

 

* GIRLMOUTH (“Endless Robbery Inside Candy Affection”)

 

i want to mean something

direct these stunted feelings

see the nature of my role in your world more clearly

 

you need to speak up

i'm deaf to a girl's volcabulary

what the fuck is she trying to say

shouldn't concern me anyway

but it does and it sucks

i've got a one track mind and too much fucking time yeah

 

 

 

* REMEMBER: I'LL GET COSMETIC SURGERY (“Endless Robbery Inside Candy Affection”)

 

what kind of plastic surgery could i need

should i bleed - you deserve better than this

who cares - a really bad memory

when i say that i'll be there at your side when you slip

can't you remember that or any of my secrets

i've chosen you - does that even matter

 

i know it's hard to pay attention to this

i know it's hard to say "get fucked

and save that tired shit for some stupid bitch that isn't me"

 

"If I can't have what I want I don't want anything!" - The Screamers

 

 

 

* soft... SAFE TO ASSUME (“Endless Robbery Inside Candy Affection”)

 

why isn't that you with your right hand down the front of your pants

fingers inside, pitch of your voice so high

why not

that's the kind of glory that crosses my mind and i want you to be happy

all the time but especially when you're looking at me

don't you know that i've got what you want and need

soft soft soft soft

you're wearing clothes so take them the fuck off

 

 

 

* "SO YOUNG, BUT SOMEDAY WILL BE ABLE TO CUM..." (“Endless Robbery Inside Candy Affection”)

 

i won't touch you

i will try not to touch you

safe

we can be so safe

 

so young

so am i

crying for a body like your's

waiting for a voice like your's

she is so nice

i don't care what this means

i don't want what you think

too obviously

 

i would try to take care of you

i would try, i would fucking try to be kind to you

do you wanna fall in love -!!!

yes yes yes that's all i ever think about

 

 

 

* MIRACLE OF EMACIATED WISHES (“Endless Robbery Inside Candy Affection”)

 

yo i've learned to live in favor of a lifelong pain

mandatory miracles emaciate my guts and brain

as i wait for the same fiction miracle

trying to scale a wall or fence

my mind is a chain link miracle of emaciated wishes

for a life of stolen sexuality

i kiss the phrase "you bleak bastard"

that had been painted by another urban orphan

point to prove like

"if you fucking move i'll shoot"

do you ever say that shit to yourself

do you ever pretend about importance or coherency or a life to lose

when it's mandatory

obligatory

i know what i want now give it to me

i want you

 

 

 

* KICK BACK, KEEP COOL (“Endless Robbery Inside Candy Affection”)

 

"every slut on the internet reminds me of you!"

 

i don't care what everybody thinks about me

careful careful no one will even know

cause i say this shit carefully

i'm not going anywhere anywhere

where am i going i will follow

i will follow

take a chance motherfucker on this fucking loser - lose her!

my life is 99% waiting

fuck you - what a way to go

i'm counting on some tight shit showing up very fucking soon

i could feel the warmth of your little body rubbing off on me as we said goodbye

 

we can murder other human beings

we can murder other human beings

i don't care what happens to me

what happens to me what happens to me

nothing nothing nothing nothing

give me an answer please

 

no one knows shit about me

my life is safe, my life is easy

my mouth edited

0.25 second looped clip of speech

that wouldn't say a word about my outlook on the world

i'm going down down down down

i'm fucked

i'll never be close to her

not even a fist to the face will touch me now

 

 

 

* WAITING FOR A (VERY) LONG TIME (“Endless Robbery Inside Candy Affection”)

 

i'll be around

when you give up

i'll still be waiting

i have been waiting

what is your name

and what are you wearing

my face does not work

what the fuck are you wearing

 

i can wait for you

i can wait for you

when you give up i'll still be around

 

 

 

* E.R.I.C.A. (“Endless Robbery Inside Candy Affection”)

 

another lonely summer and i'm waiting for another and another

bright occasion to pass me by

i don't know why these motherfuckers won't crowd around my body

as i strain to collect sympathy, as i'm waiting to die one more time

when i've nothing left to loose i seek refuge in a small girl's eyes

she doesn't seem to notice me in the crowd of clowns

i don't stick out in any way and at this point i'm not surprised

but i still whisper her name though my voice is the same

as the ones that degrade speech to nullified, numb, no

nothing i can say to her is loud enough or unencoded

yeah loded in a vague and aimless maze

there's no romance

i want you to callous my head

while i think about the number of days i've been alive on this earth

and i'm still not worth more than a taste of radiant vigor

and that small drop is running thinner by the hour

i remember i had thought i wouldn't last but i'm patient

trade in rations for a fasting that can durate

an entire human life so that summer after summer these eyes have flickered

past so many sweet faces and misleading smiles

when i try to spend my time around you it should be clear that i'm sick

let the comments of a cripple roll off your back

i don't know how many times i need to mention that

XXXXX - nobody can know that i feel this way aboooout you

but i've got so long of a wait and i'm sure you won't even notice that i do

 

 

 

* HANDS OFF! (“Endless Robbery Inside Candy Affection”)

 

you don't believe me

i'll never touch you

i will not hurt you

i will not harm you

so sweet

so sweet

i will not

no

not...

 

in my dreams i feel at ease and not rejected as you speak to me

my angel sleeps beside me

but when i wake my life it breaks and blood pours out until i say

my angel, i was wrong to live this way

 

you're so beautiful

so shoot me in the fucking face

what a waste is every second that i'm spending in this place

apart from you

can't you pretend that i'm the one you want

i'm just another creep with something to prove

a one track mind

recorded four times

can't you just pretend

that i'm the one

that i'm the one

that i'm the one

i've got all summer

i've got a lifetime

killing time while waiting to die

killing time at your side if you'll let me, if you won't mind

  

 

 

V K ANTHEM (Vacation Kids)

 

VK suck and fuck

can't get enough

uh uh uh uh uh

what the fuck

do we mean business?

monster - monster - (squeeee)

VK finds out about - (squeeeee)

ah ah ah

 

 

 

RESIDENT 409A, PLEASE COME BACK (written w/ Sweatersplash, Vacation Kids)

 

John Greever

409 - A1 - Oak Street - come back!!>;

we got some of your stuff when you were evicted and arrested...

 

tropical shirts

back pack

american flag

t.v.

blue shoes

umbrella

leather jacket

thanx for the sweet posters!

knee brace

alarm clock

multi-speed fan

suitcase

highway emergency kit

swivel chair...

 

monday: getting out of jail

go back to apartment - break in - get shit...

now naked - kind of hungry

no place to eat, no place to sleep

burn this mother to the ground

"who loves ya baby?!" (we do, John Greever!)

i'm back i'm back I AM BACK

 

 

 

SELF-MUMMIFICATION: WHAT'S THE DEAL? (Vacation Kids)

 

i wish i knew what her name was

it might give me something to avoid

i wonder if anyone will notice me

even when i'm alone in the room

friends are defined as sad sad fiction

 

(i don't know what a loved one actually is

the world's creatures shrouded and slicked

i can't see or her those around me...)

 

...where am i

i don't understand language

i don't understand finite time

who is in this room with me

i have never seen an object or an entity

i am always delerius

what is her name now

let's start a long history

of irritation - of irreversable mindsores

it doesn't take much for me to love someone...

 

 

 

SCREENPRINTED PENETRATION SHOT (Vacation Kids)

 

standing on the side all by my fucking self

my friends don't feel shit for me

we just decorate eachother's hell

she looks so good with a thin shirt streatched across her tits

what's the fucking point of noticing shit like this

what's the fucking point

there ain't shit to talk about

 

"we hate you little girls..."

 

 

 

NOT MUTANT; YOU'RE NOT GOOD ENOUGH (Vacation Kids)

 

i don't want sex

it's boring

not good enough for a junkie's tastes

"come with me and you'll see a world of pure imagination"

maccabre adoration

a trick with mirrors to tamper with a glimpse of total isolation

 

 

 

GRINDCORE AGAINST ARTSCHOOL (Vacation Kids)

 

prick art teachers you aren't so smart with a gold medal around your dick

condesention - watch out you're a prick

big words - yeah all the right words

yeah right

art teachers suck dick, art teachers think quick

 

 

 

I'LL LOOK LIKE A FUCKING JERK (Vacation Kids)

 

this here is the time of my life

and the things i think about won't fuck with you tonight

passed a girl that i'd kept

in my fucking mind every second that i'd slept

and here i am again, a rusty red

poured from the bullet holes in my faggot head as i said

"my world is worthless and gay."

do you want to know why i live this way...

 

"can i come in?"

when romance is not enough

emulsion scabs over me

numb to life like a dead car battery

 

my mind is barren

sealed within the guise of progressive adoration

for my life and decisions

or the places i live in

 

 

 

ADOLESANT GIRLS - FIRST COME FIRST SERVE (Vacation Kids)

 

my

orphan

small

sweet and

silent

 

the stars were in you all along

all my life i've lived for you all along

hold my hand army jacket black hair and

 

remind me

 

 

 

WATCH OUT! (I HAVE A SUBHUMAN SKULL) (Vacation Kids)

 

watch out - watch out

i am not fully developed

"don't blame me!" "subhuman skull"

 

"i warned you..."

 

 

 

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